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Tuesday, December 01, 2009
Cant wait. Wohoo~ Let's hope next yr is MUCH better than this yr. Some things I cannot say, some pain I cannot feel, some tears I cannot shed. Many wld think I am referring to the breakup, but its not just that. I went thru other stuff as well. But I guess the breakup got me real realistic and passive these days. Trying not to cry and being unable to cry is really really different. U feel no pain, u feel no joy. I seriously noe what it means. BUT, i cannot help being suppress about certain things. Of coz its not that I am unhappy now. I am quite happy, but I noe things will haunt me at unexpected times, trigger by random things and I will be caught off guard by the moment. So, after this yr, I hope all this suppress emotions and bad luck will go away for gd. Cant wait cant wait~!~!~ And pay day is coming!! faster faster~ Did I mention this is my "poorest" yr? Doctors been earning from me man. But at least I went to Melb and got to c giraffe upclose I guess. Hope there is decent bonus. Wanna 1) Return Emily money 2) Get new clothes 3) Get Track shoes And maybe, treat myself to a pedicure. ZZzzzzZZzzz. I will change my job DEFINITELY. Waiting for the bonus~!~!~!~ And if my new job doesnt pay well enuff, I am gonna get a part time. Thats my master plan for 2010. rose |
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