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Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Well, Selina sent me one, and it looks really cute BUT, need to upload image all this so... being slow in this kinda thing, i decided to abandon the ideal..haha~ but i wanna get anther one? this one doesnt allow comments n all, so it'll be nice to have a proper one... Down with gastric flu so the doc gave me MC for tml... I am using up my MC for this yr. -_-" Coz last friday when I had diarrhoea, I felt kinda funny after I ate the med so I stopped. I guess it drag on til now? Sunday got abit better but apparently I am running a fever now, sooooooo, if there is MC, why not? haha. I just feel kinda bad coz without my leader ard, I need to be ard. And being the "shit job" team, we always get last min urgent thingy. Plus, Thursday I am on leave. In conclusion, i foresee my boss getting heart attacks. But I am prepared to go back la, if needed. See? So nice of me, shld pay me more. haha~ I am so bored now. Tired but the refusal to sleep is coming back. My sleepless nights has once again creep on me. hai. And sumtimes I just like, think too much abt stuff that has happen during the past few months (+ sianness from job) and it makes me kinda unhappy actually. Mark says it quarter life crisis. I personally feel, I am not the one with the crisis. Its more like, I get crap or see stuff from ppl going thru em? Are they really going thru it or are they just unhappy and wanna find a reason to justify their meanness. Whatever, really. Just remember, watever u do, at the end of day, u answer for ur own actions. Oh well, really saddening to see "ugly" things unfolding but thats part of life I guess. This is the yr of awakening. haha~ I think i am just abit cynical these days. damn! On a side note, my room is getting cleaner n neater. So is my hse, but lots more work is needed since everyone treat Emily n me like the maid and doesn't help AT ALL. But rite now, I feel that it doesnt matter how small the place is, as long as its clean and comfy. Yes, its abit cramp, no privacy watsoever, but at the very least, it no longer spoils my moodwhen I step into the hse? At least there is a place for me to back to at the end of the day? Some ppl dun even have a roof over their head so I shld be grateful. And proud of the fact that my sis and I are sort of the "breadwinner" of the hse ever since we started working. Thou we are in debts right now. Thou we cant afford to let my mum retire. Thou we dun have enuff money to send Rachel to acquire some skills. Thou we dun have extra cash to splurge on clothes and stuff. wahahahahah~ The list goes on but at least we r trying...haha. must try harder.... For now, just wanna earn more money. :D rose |
0 rose(s) on your door Tuesday, September 08, 2009 Recently theres been more upz n downz, here and there, there is this and that. I'm kinda sick of all this, really. Like how I see ungrateful/unappreciative ppl ard. Ppl changing. Friends, colleagues, family. It makes me wanna run away. Bleh. |
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