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Sunday, June 26, 2005
well, i can touch it anyday of coz, but been too busy, or tired too. hmm, this weekend is packed, coz usually i got nohting on. :D well, have friends coming back and going back to melb i guess. Vic is finally coming back next week! but i'm on afternoon shift so i dunnoe how we gonna meet.well, i dunnoe which shift is a blessing. seem like on morning shift i feel tired. waking up really early then sleeping at usal hours. who wants to sleep so early when its ur chance to watch tv or go out? since afternoon shift its hard to. so whole week, i am tired. lets see wat i did. but my memory so bad i cant really think wat's been happening... only noe i din sleep enuff...and...eh...shld try to remeber. but everything its in bit n pieces, anopther thing is i cant hear ppl tok. i dunnoe why, i think my concentration is not v focus? i'm like almost deaf. ppl can repeat twice but i still cant quite hear them. Monday....i...just forget it. dun feel like sqeezing my brain jucie. but. i noe i went out wif Saf on thu, fri went to JT's bbq, Sat meet hz n sandy, today gonna go out for family lunch. been a busy weekend, but still nice. thou i was tired for ALL the outings. haha. i enjoyed myself thou. coz sometimes when u get so tired, u tok nonsense, i enjoyed speaking Thai to my friends. haha. then yesterday, too tired to do much le. even scolding nana seems too much energy'suckinh thingy. haha. but nice to meet up with friends. been quite awhile. shld blog abt alot of things. but quite lazy too. too long din blog, too many things happening for th past week. i am on PMS roller coaster. and for a few days its been up down really really bad. well, ppl ard me will suffer. E.g Saf n nana. they got the most of it i guess. hmmm. And i shall get self centered n say i suffer alot too. i cry myself to sleep one nite, wanted to cry on my way to work, wanted to cry on my way to meet my friends, wanna just crawl to a corner and wept. til i'm too tired to think and will drift off to finally sleep properly. Pathetic hoh? dwell in self pity, well, no one ard to give my any, so i give myself i guess. haha. i'm feeling ok now thou. guess my poor health n diet is killing me n worsening my PMS sydrome. gotta make changes. not just eatin bread for lunch n bf. missing other nurtrients. too much flour in mu life. Lastly, i shall say, i will blog when i can. on afternoon shift next week so shld have the time to. hee~ seeya guys. rose |
1 rose(s) on your door Wednesday, June 08, 2005 just woke up like 30mins ago...feeling abit irritated n i dun really noe y. maybe coz of the shortage of time to do things, or coz of the things i have to do, or coz things not going smoothly. or maybe i'm just tired. i dunnoe. just feel irritated. work from 3pm to 7am yesterday. clearing space in the drives so tat the 2 coming up ep of Superstar can go in. well, just clearing tks a long time. if only the producer can be abit more responsible n organise. editors gets the shit of covering their ass for disorganisation. dun even have proper logging. til abt 7pm was still clearing, finding things to delete COZ, among the many footages, i miz make sure i dun delete the top 100 contestants, which means, i have to look thru the list one by one, check their serial number, make sure they are not in the deleted footages. then Saf came with some homecooked curry chicken, and honey tomatoes! yay~ and we ate outside mediacorp til it was time for me to go back. digitise and at one point, was using 3 comps to digitaze at the same time. still, it took ages. coz of the poor logging, bad tks, everything was inside. And at ard 2am plus, the producer came. still got the cheek to say things like, i shld learn from my teacher( the pro editor) Rite, maybe u shld teach ur AP first, the logging give me 3 versions with diff name, almost digitize wrongly until i realise midway thru. Then, muz digitize in Low Res, din say also. wah lau eh, i wanted to cry man. not like its my fault but when working have to bear with nonsense like this. i mite be new but i'm not stupid. i noe its ur disorganistion that i have to work long hrs. oh well, at least he din stress me. everyone left by 4am plus, abit scary, all alone in the office. i din see anyone at all. lucky got noisy footages, not so scary. Sunday, June 05, 2005
Seriously, i dun get this generator, but its funny. haha,. it ask, "wat do u think yoda use his generator for?" answer: "feel the force!" HUH? Wat the..haha.
WAH SEIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok...i dun get this too.
Friday, June 03, 2005 >>F A M I L Y >> >>I ran into a stranger as he passed by, >>"Oh excuse me please" was my reply. >> >>He said, "Please excuse me too; >>I wasn't watching for you." >> >>We were very polite, this stranger and I. >>We went on our way and we said goodbye. >> >>But at home a different story is told, >>How we treat our loved ones, young and old. >> >>Later that day, cooking the evening meal, >>My son stood beside me very still. >> >>When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. >>"Move out of the way," I said with a frown. >> >>He walked away, his little heart broken. >>I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. >> >>While I lay awake in bed, >>God's still small voice came to me and said, >> >>"While dealing with a stranger, >>common courtesy you use, >>but the family you love, you seem to abuse. >> >>Go and look on the kitchen floor, >>You'll find some flowers there by the door. >> >>Those are the flowers he brought for you. >>He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. >> >>He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise, >>you never saw the tears that filled his little eyes." >> >>By this time, I felt very small, >>And now my tears began to fall. >> >>I quietly went and knelt by his bed; >>"Wake up, little one, wake up," I said. >> >>"Are these the flowers you picked for me?" >>He smiled, "I found 'em, out by the tree. >> >>I picked 'em because they're pretty like you. >>I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue." >> >>I said, "Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today; >>I shouldn't have yelled at you that way." >>He said, "Oh, Mom, that's okay. >>I love you anyway." >> >>I said, "Son, I love you too, >>and I do like the flowers, especially the blue." >> >> >>FAMILY >> >>Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, the company >>that we are working for could easily replace us in >>a matter of days. >>But the family we left behind will feel the loss >>for the rest of their lives. >> >>And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more >>into work than into our own family, >>an unwise investment indeed, >>don't you think? >>So what is behind the story? >> >>Do you know what the word FAMILY means? >>FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU Well, its a rip off from an email i receive, but i think its really gd, so enjoy it ppl. muz rmember wat it says ah. |
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