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Friday, October 28, 2005
well, this wk nothing much acomplised i guess. its suppose to be a v free week u noe? n i was thinking of asking some friends out for coffee, or just chit chat for dinner. coz i am on morning shift this week. but nothing happened, coz i fall sick. -_-" din have much energy to do watever coz wasn't feeling well. n when i got better, nana fall sick too, n her case is more serious then me. so she needs ppl to tk care of her. she puked in sch twice yesterday n so coincidental, i knock off earlier. n when to fetch her. today also, fetch her rite aftr sch. i am ok w taking care of her, except that sumtimes she dun let me nap. n my lazy mind tells me i need to nap coz i wake up n 6am to go to work. well, she's sleeping now. poor ger. coughing badly. n me, abit sore throat n flu too. -_-" irene san ask sat wanna go party anot. i cant, coz my flu i noe wun recover so fast. :( just hope everyone gets better soon~ coz i noe alot of ppl falling sick. hai~ k then, gtg~ oh yah, sun i going dye hair, propbably. my little treat yo myself. but hai, calculated, so broke this month also. coz i owe emily so much money. hahaha. rose |
1 rose(s) on your door Thursday, October 20, 2005 That's not the beginning of the end That's the return to yourself The return to innocence Love - Devotion Feeling - Emotion Love - Devotion Feeling - Emotion Don't be afraid to be weak Don't be too proud to be strong Just look into your heart my friend That will be the return to yourself The return to innocence If you want, then start to laugh If you must, then start to cry Be yourself don't hide Just believe in destiny Don't care what people say Just follow your own way Don't give up and use the chance To return to innocence That's not the beginning of the end That's the return to yourself The return to innocence Don't care what people say Follow just your own way Follow just your own way Don't give up, don't give up To return, to return to innocence. If you want then laugh If you must then cry Be yourself don't hide Just believe in destiny. i nv really read the lyrics. but rally liked the song thou. reminds me of alot of things too. haha. going to the zoo shooting animals n stuff. miss going back to sch. my god. miss going to sch. i shld hear myself. haha after a very very long time of not updating my blog. hmm, days? i dunnoe how long la. just been kinda "busy"? haha. no lah, just laziness. work's been ok i guess. not so scared of it anymore, but without the stress i like more slow in editing. i dunnoe y. dun ask me. its like, i am editing to my own pace, like ins ch, where u tk ur own sweet time. i wanna edit faster, but will just go abck to my slow pace after awhile lo. well, think i am getting used to it, except for 1 or 2 producers that i think dun like me. oh well. i'll just do ym jb, n get PAID! pay day next week. n i am seriously in debts. coz of borrowing money from emily. i owe her like, 200 plus. -_-" owe saf too, but he says i dun owe him anything. :D shld have taken more. wahaha. no la, i'm not such a person k? i v nice n automatic one. oh yah, that reminds me, i owe vic 200 bucks too. like since, a yr ago? my god, to be exact, if i wanna return everyone money I WILL DIE haha, not so serious but first pay will be use for returning money i guess. and maybe get a new hair colour. dun wanna look like a.. i dunnoe how to spell it. a skunk? N no more PROSTITUTE PROSTITUTE HOH! well, i mite still look like one, coz i dun think i like my hair black thou it convinent. like coloured hair better. haha. k then, will rot awhile then do housework. then my hand will rot. damn it! Friday, October 07, 2005 thats wat i wanted to blog few days ago..but was too tired. been working til late these days..my shift ends at 11pm but everyday, i work til like 12 plus, 1m. and when i get hm, my messed up sleeping hrs dun make it easy for me to drift off to dreamland. i took an hr..i think, to fall asleep. well, on my first day of work, when i just started working for awhile, Mr james msged me. for those who din noe, he is one of the nicest lecturer. He ask me if i am back in MCS. 0_0 thats like really fast rite his news? On my very first day at MCS, even before i knew i was hired, even before i sign the contract, he was congratulating me, now i quite 6 wks, go back, he also noe. 0_o hats off for Mr James. haha~ but he say muz keep watch on his star students. hohoho~ Riteeeeeee~ thats wat i told him lo. Riteeeee~ he just got gd contact w MCS since he work there last time. he even noe when i left the job. haha~ so i distract him by saying Raud is going to work as ITE teacher n ask him out for lunch. He WAS distracted then, i read raud's blog, he msg her too~ wahaha, i assume rite after i told him. i dunnoe if he is really so nice, or he is really just keeping track on us. its weird u noe. like u r no longer in NYP BUT they noe ur every move. well, if my 3 mths dun work, i'm gonna just go elsewhere to work le. seriously. either kinokuniya or SPCA. i think i'll be happier. haha. Thursday, October 06, 2005 now that i started working...i remmeber y i din continue at the first place. i dun really like it. in fact, yesterday when i went to work, i feel like i'm gonna get a nervous breakdown or something. i tot of quitting, when i only start wokring for 3 days... hope i can endure the 3 months, i wun wanna lk like a loser who cant even finish 3 months. but i just get so stressed out i dunnoe one to do, the first 2 hrs of work, like now, and my heart start beating fast again..hai..its like, i think i'll go mental. coz for no reason i get so damn stressed out. arg!!!! i shld not have went bk ah? haha~ but hai~ will give it another shot. to see if i wan it or i dun. think i mite go out from this industry. starting to dislike it more n more. i dunnoe y... Monday, October 03, 2005 i'm gonna start work today. my firs day after 6 weeks of rest..i'm scared but wat to do? i either overcome this or not so we'll see. *sigh* where am i working? MCS. again. god..i'm useless. haha. if this dun work out, i think i'll give up tryin or soemthing. but i wanna save up abit so i can do things that i wan. an advice to friends out there who do not intend to stay in the present job, start saving money, so u can look for job comfortably next time without having to worry abt money. |
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