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Saturday, February 03, 2007
Kenneth just came over w bf for emily. 0_0 so akward hoh? heh, coz i am abit hungry and thou they offered me bf too it feels weird. i shall wait for the arrival of safuan by seating here and blogging all this. This week went on quite ok. i din really go out. I nv join the 2 farewell thingy. on MC on wed. Din get to meet up w the girls this week but did finally meet up w pauline since she left the company. heh, think its gd to meet up, coz i dunnoe, i feel that its "healthy". Coz certain stuff, u can only tell certain ppl. Like u usually bitch w gers not guys, that sorta thing. And because the gers and pauline, in my opinion dun judge me. i feel comfortable ard em. I dunnoe la. but these days, i dun have the energy to get judged, dun wanna have the feeling that behind my back, bleh bleh bleh is talking abt me. And one of the facts i dun have any close friends now wld be coz i dun spend as much time as i shld be, dun initiate, dun do much. i noe, i sit there, just waiting. then sometimes i think, maybe this wld be wat is best for me. I noe friends i can trust, i have abang w me now. so its enuff. then why do i feel that the way things r going is wrong? I'm neglecting alot of things but then again, i dunnoe if i can do anything, or keep up w what i tried to do. gosh..so many things i wanna do. but i cant. time n money. bad masters that we have become slaves to. sometimes, u noe wat is the right thing to do, but u dun do it, coz u r selfish, u wanna save some for urself, so u let it go on. and before u noe it. thats it. i toking crap. haha~ only i noe what i am toking abt i guess. I wanna live my life... Thinking of closing this blog. it doesn't really have a meaning except to let me whine. and maybe i shld whine alone. haha~ like that wun cost any misunderstandings to anyone. hoh? Yesterday is my anniversary, so today i will celebrate!!!! yeah! i wanna go to the beach or anywhere near the sea, but scared rain. how how? hehe~ maybe next time then. i miss the sea, the soft breeze, the sound of nature w no vehicles, noises from everywhere. just lie down and relaxe. arg..nice nice. Everyone have a gd life! suddenly cheer up. haha~ tata! rose |
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