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Wednesday, February 08, 2006
have u ever feel so bored that, u r not motivated to do ANYTHING AT ALL? well, thats how i feel now. bored n kinda wasting my time. but i still treasure this kinda slacking, just that the too much feee time makes me no want to do anything n thats wasting time. i have things on my mind that i wanna do, but i just....dun feel like it. i look at the nice weather i wanna go out, alone? abit weird. can do, but i dun want. nvm, i am whining~~~~~ anyways, yesterday i wanted to blog but blogger was under maintanence so kinda irritated me alittle coz, i wanted to find a place to "talk" n i cant. -_-" sometimes i am like, home the whole day so the only person i tok to is myself. i can like, not even noe my sore thraot is so bad that i sound weird til i tok to nana when i fetch her from childcare. sad hoh? at least at nite can tok to emily also la. but these 2 days saf outfield, watashi...watashi...OK! its no ones fault, i'm just lazy. everyone need to work wat. except me. n my mum, i can hear her asking emily if i am looking for job. she thinks all i do is go out i think. really, coz when she have offday during the weekend, i will still go out. but the thing is, everything is at the weekend, saf bk out so short of coz i wanna meet him. i company her til like 5pm then go out wat, not like not at all..den monday she say muz wash her uniform, i wanted to. but end up was out with my elder sis the whole day. wanted to do at nite, then she sarcastically called n say :"wat have u been doing the whole day?" pissed me off when she deliberately tok lk that lo. seriously, it was unplanned n i wanted to do it. just coz i jobless i have to do everything meh???? then the next morning she ask emily "that one got look for job anot?" wat tat one, tat one, might as well call me IT. then last nite she hm think still unhappy. so petty lo. -_-" not like i cam using her money or wat. my transport, food, bills all i pay one...and finding a suitable job is so so so not easy lo. my ex shifu just now call me chit chat n say they still want me back. and they will pay me well. another 2 editor just left. that makes like, 7 editors leaving for the pass 8 mths. thats alot man. but the only 3 reason i will go back is no.1 to conquer my fear no.2 for money no.3 to yaya papaya to my senoir who seems to find me a threaten n show me attitude when i told her i can switch w her but last min change it again coz i realize i can't. how can lk that one? if i cld i wld. but so attitude for wat?? To wanna be better then her n make her jealous coz i think she got issues. bleh. why? why u make me dislike u? haha~ like she cares man. rose |
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