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Saturday, August 13, 2005
din wake up w a v gd mood i muz say. kinda depressed kind. woke up hearin mum n emily chat abt cpf, loans n stuff. i'll be ending my contract soon. wun even have money to contribute i guess. i dunnoe, sometimes i feel that i will regret quitting. these few days had been quite ok at work, ppl telling me to continue n stuff. encuraging i guess. n thinking abt it, i do like diting to a certain extent. And variety show is more casual n more place to experiment with. i mite be missing out on something by ending like that. tsk. i dunoe. sometimes i just cant tk the pressure. these few mths seems to pass by in a blur as well. i remember things but its kinda blur n messy. few big things i had to decide on. and mostly without much time given for thinking. or there was time, but i just din think ahead of time. i dunnoe. now i dun wanna think back or anything. does not matter coz it wun change anything. i dun even wanna have regrets. but the ways i had been handling things, i think i need to change. I'm just, a person gd at hiding things if i wan to. and no one noes that. maybe one or two. but other then that, things going on in my mind, certain things, i just think abt it myself. hmmm, not v gd hoh. i noe. but i'm used to it already. the dilema now is shld i change my mind abt quitting anot. tick tock tick tock only i ca make the decision. so, i dunnoe. so far talk to a few ppl but of coz, the answer is only i can decide. rose |
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