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Tuesday, May 10, 2005
been like ages since i seriously blog, but then again, y is it i muz blog seriously. for u fans out there! riteeeee...i'm just crazy...anyways...there is quite alot i shld update, so much that i dunnoe where to start. hmmm.....where would be gd? well, was showering n thinking wat i wanna say, n the freaking thing happen, i say it out n luff to myself. was thinking "hohohoh" n i say it out. -_-" then i remmeber saf say, he feel like he is talking to hz..hahaha, me? hz? cant be!!! i am, miss flat chest or watever. since irene n some other gers have been analtysiing the size of my breast, how they look diff with diff outfit. -_-" crazy ppl. haha. but i muz say, its not padded ok? it just happen to look diff. which, dun ask me y. haha. i explain to iren thou. well, fusion is over, at last, our mind n legs can rest. we have to like astand for hrs n hrs at the booth. n i personally dun like to PR, well, hmm, sorta consider graduate but still, i got docu haunting me. haha. after fusion, lets just say i see ppl even clearer now. hmm, well, humans, constantly changing, me included,but i feel, at least my consious is clear. one of my peers, i think, stole my idea, lied to me, tks credit n basically, made use of me. i dunnoe. no names gonna be mentioned coz, i did no confrontation n nothing is proven. that is my analysis. was kinda mad at first but oh well, kinda still pissed but calmer. the weird thing is, when i see this person face to face, i cant really get mad. i dunnoe y. since like, way back its hard just staying angry. i dunnoe y also but, hai, kinda sad too. thinking back, i had nv been treated 100 percent as a friend since...since....long ago. haha. not that long but well, not short also la. well, fusion is suppose to get job offer but i am not that gd at grabing ppl. nv been gd at it. since i fail as a promoter i knew it. haha. i can try, but still not make it. anyways, sandy, raud n irene got approach to make a coporate video. i sorta rejected the offer to be in the team. raud like dun wan also. the rest i dunnoe, i tot abt it n think its better to back out. personal reasons which i shall not mention. anyway, not really sure wat i wanna work as. The cool thing is, i am officially JOBLESS!!! hehe~ well, wun stay like this for long, graphic design, here i come! i mite have interview at mediacorp this fri. see? i say everything, wats so secrestive abt jobs? dun egt some ppl who wanna keep hush hush. nonsense. haha. nsomeone ask me to send him my posters to his email. then the name crad was stolen, dunnoe who the hell go ard stealing anmecrad, raud lost ALL! n i freaking lost one but that one din even get warm in my crad drop man, like, less than 2 hrs stolen. the person who steal it is smart, coz he/she noe which is the card to steal. if it is taken accidentally its ok, but ifs its deliberately stolen, thw person's hand will rot ah. for doing all that to ppl. tsk tsk tsk. muz be a narrow minded n competitive freak. i curse u!!! haha, not really, at first was saying i hope that person habd rot, but then again, i dun really mean it too. haha. well, sch din end well, i shal;l continue another time~ bye bye~ rose |
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