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Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Hmm, just read den's blog. well, hmm, sumthing about gers always going astray when their bf is in NS. hmm, i dunnoe. i hurt him deeply but somehow i still feel that its not really true, astray.. is it the word? well, for her, i think i need to say sumthing..maybe alot of NS man have their gf leaving them while they are serving their NS, u can say we r yucks,cheap, watever but sumtimes, its not just that. The guys have their thinking, yah, they have no choice, they HAVE to serve NS, y cant their GF stay with em then? but the thing is, they have to think abt the ger as well. When the guys r in camp, who do the ger turn to when she is down, when she is lost, when she is lonely? friends? maybe, but of coz its not the same. and some after going steady neglect their friends and u end up alone. For me, i din wanna burden dennis any further last time, so i wun tell him much, i keep to myself. and as time pass by, the gap gets bigger coz u dun communicate as much and u realise, sumtimes u feel like u r living life alone. its not like couplehood. i mean, not say just becoz of NS but, say let be it any other situations ppl wuld not link things to it. like gers have a change of heart, coz u r in NS. there are other times this type of things happen, but ppl dun link it like that. anyway, off the point. just wan guys to also think abt the ger situation. not like it is just me or wat, but somehow, this is just some stuff i think guys shld noe. Its not about the temptation, its not about going astray, its becoz we r growing up at that point of time too, we are changing, morphing into grown ups, we strat thinking about wat we want in life, wat diff experiences/goals in life, and u start meeting alot of diff ppl compared to last time. How can anyone be sure someone is the one for u? is it so wrong just becoz u met someone else? i noe we r being bitches, but we only live once..I'm sorry to all the guys out there who have to experience all this, nothing much i can say coz i am maybe a traitor to u all as well. To dennis, i hope u dun have this type of mindset k? seems like u find gers disgusting or sumthing... u r a v nice guy, dun let wat happen scarred u for life, its not worth it.. i am sorry, but thats all i can say..just hope that u will find that someone in ur life someday. i am sure she is out there. live life to the fullest, dun let ME waste it... rose |
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