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Friday, April 01, 2005
kinda tired...but decided to blog since i din do it for so long. been neglecting to note down whats happening in my life coz of the hectic workload. hardly get to sleep properly, or by rite, we shld not even sleep. so many things to do. haven done asian cine also. only been doing docu, everyday say wanna leave but always end up going home so late. anyways, been rushing for docu, gotta discuss the structure, help in editing n so on. kinda tiring, everyday spend hours just facing the com, n after that, mite need to stay back n discuss, thou i fall asleep once. yesterday. haha. so tired after whole day of editing then discuss awhile i reallt cant tahan already, my brain already stop functioning by then. well, my gp is kinda ok i guess, thou yesterday sorta argue with james, but things r ok now, i think. coz i wun noe whther things r saide behind my back since i like, haha, expect everyone to do their job, maybe like a second michael? and not forgetting, the ppl in my class is not wat they seem to be. last time always felt i was the female version of him, but of coz, my ego is not that big. well, just hope tmlo we can finish it thou i just now then realise we dun ahve slot to do editing since mr linus cancelled it. now that it is postpone for a day, we r left with no slot. oh well, msg mr linus already, he din reply, hope we get to use it. just now when i was walking hm, saw a poor stray dog wondering, looking for food ard the closed hawker center. so poor thing. its left side is scalded...that time i scald my hand i was in so much pain, cant imagine what it has to go thru, n obviously, its gonna get infected with the condition it has to live in. i faster walk to the supermarket n bought a can of dog food, lucky got 1.90 in my wallet or else i really will get damn depressed. cant even buy a can of dog food. -_-" den i run back to look for the dog, lucky still there. then i fed it, it so skinny, look so hungry also. finish it in no time then stray cats start appearing also. -_-" where do i get so much food? but they look better off then the dog la, so dog get to eat. then it follow me alittle, hoping fopr more food. so i call emily down to but another can. while waiting, i tried to keep it from straying off, so i stroke it alittle..hai, feel like crying now, so little i can do to help.. i get to look closely at the scald area, i dunnoe wat to do also. wanted to bring it home n clean it, find ways to heal or wat, or call up friends to borrow 200 bucks n bring it to the animal hospital. but i dun have money at all. so bloody frustratin... cant do anything coz i am so damn broke. called saf, he cant really give much comments too since there is really nothing much i can do. but i rally wished i cld bring it hm or to a vet. but i did nope of it, emily came n after giving it food, ask me to leave faster so the dog wun follow us. hai, i dunnoe, i wondering what the dog is doing now. sleeping at some cold place. then can see the scald area hurts coz it will suddenly move n faster lick it. arg!!!! not supposed to lick it!!! i only noe how to say, but none of it will help, coz in the end, i did nothing at all, and thats all that counts. thats all that matters. shld really get a job soon. my mum wans to quit. there is no savings left. so i'll most prob, eat grass, really eat grass. n i graduating, i dunnoe the pringitng, buying n portfolio how i am going to get the money. most prob borrow from ppl or i shld just, shoot myself for not gtetting a part time. dunnoe lah, sian. now so tird but also cant sleep. gotta do asian cinema. was planning to do it today by going hm at 3, but again help edit til 9. -_-" everyone is working so hard, i shld not complain so much. hai~ cant really think of wat to write on review also. no money to buy vcd on the director i am doing also. so how? tired of borrowing money n i noe my mum is broke too. shld just cry n bang my head on the wall ba. rose |
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