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Tuesday, April 05, 2005
today is a really great day for me i guess. hehe~ thou have to rush work n look for vcd. hai, finally found one, but cannot play on my dvd player..wat the hell... n stomach feeling weird coz of this chili thingy i am eating..n arguing with juan again..i dunnoe la, but her priorities like abit wrong. i can see she is growing more assertive, but i think somehwere growing wrongly lo, n she dun see it. n when i see it, i dun think she see it my way. well, everyone is different. and she say as ling as she noe what she is think can already. sounds familiar, yah, sound like me. -_-" but i realsie things dun really work that way too. and she like get angry go offline. fine with me. maybe she dun understanbd, but if eeling invite her, i thinks he shld go. and her answer is she went clubbing on friday, then she din noe sunday have, then she prefer a proper invite not so last min, she tot need the invite to go n so on, well, for me, if she is really interested or if she really care, she will find out n she will go. but wat, she din wat. so? she can spend time on clubbing, salsa, etc but maybe she shld just spend time n sit down n think abt what she needs to do. not proper invite so? a msg is not enuff? i tot that is what friends are for? maybe she dun understand the time n pain it takes us to put up a diploma show, the hours n time spend on it. only tk ur own friend 5 min to decide if he/she wants to go anot. brush it aside just like that. i dunnoe la, kinda pissed, n her showing her temper just makes me feel, "what is she trying to prove?" to prove she is not like beofre that get pushover easily? but thats not the poinbt, thats not the whole point, i m stressing the point of the friendship, the point priorities in life. maybe she dun noe stuff, but the thing is did she find out even?she can msg me or wat n ask if we r going or wat. haiyah, i also dunnoe y i get work up over this, guess i just dun get her priorities in life. said before already n since we dun think the same way, i cant really helped. but guess her thinking is really far off, hai, i dunnoe la, but i feel sad when ppl dun understand abt certain things i wanna stress out to them. i mean, i shld not force them to see my point, but i dun wanna stand there n see them doing things i feel is wrong. i dun wanna see ppl lead a life that is shallow or have nothing much to think abt. maybe juan u think i am being too much here, but i already say to u once abt what i think, i can only do so much, its ur life. rose |
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