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Tuesday, March 01, 2005
Manners are a sensitive awareness of the feelings of others. If you have that awareness, you have good manners, no matter what fork you use. -Emily Post well, think i am becoming more n more insensitive. hmmm. so mean i losing my manners as well. i think so? hmm, not really, but think i care less ba? abt wat ppl think. i mean, always say dun care, but to a certain extent i do la. but u noe, not much nowadays. hmm, think i am losing my original self? well, i noe i changed but u noe, not that way? lik last time i see strays, i can keep thinking abt it n so on. wanna feed it n all that. now its like, it wun really bother me that much? hmm, i din stop caring but i care less, to strays, to people, to work. arg. last time i used to say every once awhile in my old blog that i feel that i am being buried. deeper n deeper, like u dun feel as much? n its like, things, hmm, dun seem to feel the same. u r just like, getting more n more numb. now i dun really feel that way, but somehow, i think i am still buired in a way. i need to find myself. still missing myself. when i was with dennis, i feel that he gets me into a comfort zone. hmm, ppl will die for this type of feeling i guess, but, hmm, i just felt that it, hmm, makes me too comfortable to move on in a way. of coz there is more than our breakup. one of the reason was to find myself. but then, i got together with saf. hmm, sumtimes i think i discover more things abt myself after all this big incidents. but sumtimes i feel that i shld give myself some time to think things out n "find" myself like wat i intended. hmm, so far, things r gd between us. so, haha, hope my not giving myself time wun result in problems in future. dun wanna repeat all this again, or hurt anyone who dun deserve pain. sumtimes reading dennis's blog, hai, i dunnoe, i shall stop here. but Den, hmm, just hope we can be gd friends in future ya? n all the best in ur life k? anyways, hmmm, fusion is coming up. really coming up. haha. oh no, gotta do like, work. haha. so lazy. n design web, r u kidding? i haven touch that stuff for so long, i dun noe how to do those flash thingy anymore. haha, so funny. i can think of those ppl with impressive webbie n mine wuld be like ppt slides. ah, sad life. haha. oh well, think saf shut off infront of com again, rite after he say he mite fall asleep and dozing off. well, quite instant ah, haha. oh well, guess his tired. got nothing to do but stayed with me to edit til everyone left. thanks hiney bunny. haha. rose |
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