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Thursday, March 03, 2005
i type my blog halfway n my com just shut down!!! @!#$#%^$% so idiotic hoh, muz retype..well..was just saying how i cant control my sleep. but now.. -_-" i dun think i will repeat ba..abit the..troublesome. haha. well, gotta really go do work now, i cant afford to fail. haha. just staying here to drag time n listen to music. coz when i work, i need to off the music. hai~ haha, hmmm, think of something to say then..jus refuse to retype. haha. but, hmm, dunnoe lei, i dun really wanna tok abt too personal things online nowadays. i mean, not as personal as last time one. think the sensitivity of the issues? coz with my situation, hmmm, saying things will u noe, affect ppl. n in my case, the things abt my life will somehow, affect the 2 ppl i've hurt before, that is Saf n Dennis. do to be safe n fair, haha, i wun tok much. which i dunnoe is wrong or rite. hmmm....complicated...i need hitch. haha, riteeee well anyways, life is fine, all i need to is slap myself left n rite n get to work. -_-" i wanna do work, but the laziness always tk over. -_-" shld really slap myself. wasting my life like that, n i dare to say juan's life seem shallow, well, mine is not any better with no contribution to anyone, or anything. ---_----" wake up christina idiotic~~ time to wake up. somehow i dun seem tow orry i cant get a job in the film industry. its like there is ppl, who sometimes i feel aiming at me to graduate asap so i can work for em. i dunnoe, maybe they think i am capavle but v possible, they think i am gullible n can be trust to handle stuff, without the fear of screwing em up. dunnoe. watever it is lah. haha. but dunnoe lei, its not sumthing i would really wanna work after my graduation. more intrested in other stuff, like be a air stewardess n travel ard. hmm, but no problem if i need to be AD or wat i guess, earn some cash first. interested in graphics. but, my course din teach in depth, n lazy me sin explore it myself. hmm, my 3 yrs in poly, wasted abt 1 n 1/2 yrs i guess. after i went into DFV. coz, the drive there is quite low n i think i basically suck compare to other ppl. plus with ppl putting me down, i wun give names, someone who like, put me lower than other ppl in choosing my role on a project. i dunnoe, i am ok with that someone. but sumtimes, that someone piss me off. -_-" n no one likes to get pissed off. -_-" especially me, dun get me cross. thou in poly i am more grown up n able to control. but in my secondary sch days...i get really attitude n really angry. lotsa ppl tell me not to get angry coz i am really fierce. haha. so....hopefull, that someone wun make me lose it. i doubth i will, but saying it out makes it better. wahahaha. i feel i am more mighty. wahahahah~ like u noe, someone of higher status. riteeee... self centered. at least that keeps me happy. live in my own world..is that gd or bad? listening to sad love songs. hmm, old ones, makes me abit upset. i feel sadness. i dunnoe y. its like, hmmm, a mix feeling that coz it i think. cant be pms, haha, i still got days before that. But here i am, up n down, up n down. guess memories suddenly surfaced when i hear certain songs. but i dun get y i will get upset. doen's make sense coz, things r really going on fine. haha. well anyway, better get off to work, coz suddenly i can type n type. haha. cya ppl.... damn, leg numb...ARG! my old time favourite song, in the shadows by ramus. The Rasmus - In The Shadows No sleep rose |
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