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Thursday, March 24, 2005
well, suppose to be doing work. but i am not like a robot that can function as i want to u see. i got moods n my moments. now i am feeling abit sleepy, think coz of the weird sleeping hours. i think its quite cool to not live like a normal person, but it sucks in a way coz my eyebags are like reaching my chin. rite, not that much. haha. anyway, decided to blog abt my dream. my weird dream that left me feeling scared and heart beating fast. dunnoe how to describle but its like, hmm, just a sense of..i dunnoe wat... hmmm, ok, mite not sound like a nitemare to certain ppl but to me it is sortof la. haha. slept at 11pm to wake up at 2 plus 3 to do work. did my work til 6. went to sleep for an hr. and in that one hr i had my weird dream, or dreams. hmm, kinda in bits n pieces. all i can remember is i was at my dad's old market, and there were 2 very big fishes, still alive. i think i sorta can communicate with them. then one os the fish dead, and the other one jump onto another 2 even bigger fish on the stall. the fishes were alive too. then i was scared that the stall holder will kill that fish, but i dunnoe what happen, i tried to save the fish, n its like slipping down the other 2 fish. and then i wanna save it. then it got suck into the drain. the other part of the dream, i walk into the tution center with Saf. hmm, the place i dun really noe its where, but seems like its the second time we went there coz i walk the wrong direction n lost my way. haha, but i noe i sorta noe the place. then there were stray cat n pig there. they were in the tuition place, but i think later they stray off at the street again. Then i was eating pork, and i walk out of the center and saw the sky is darker. And on the floor beside the roadsie, the pig is laying still there. there were guts or some kinda organs on the floor. think something ran over the poor animal. then the kitten was still alive, the kitten's skin was pulled up, bleeding. and its meowing, crying in pain. i wanted to help the kitten, i think i ran back to the tution center or sumthing, cant remember. and i panick. then i woke up. i think in the dream i almost cried. hmmm... weird dream that dun make sense. haha. then Saf say maybe coz last time i watch the video abt the skinning of animals. that was quite long ago n i din think abt it. but come to think of it, i did surf the net and see the animal villa or sumthing set up recently in singapore that keep strays dog. i tot of voluteering, but quite busy now ah. see how ba. oh yah, my house toilet if finally fix le. but the hooks all this think we have to drill it in ourselves or sumthing. hmmm, like that one ah. think we will ask the person ba. did ask the person, but they din do it. hmmm. hmm, things in DFV hasn't change much i guess, still ppl hate each other. except my irritation is sorta down abit. hmm, think the fit of anger goes down over time, n i cant really be bothered to think ba. Emily say she dun get it, y we get so pissed when ppl wanna do secret thing. hmm, explain to her, n realise that yah, y we get so pissed over it? i am angry at them coz they r hypocrites and all that. but u noe, i dun wanna interact with em n all that. so i just wash my hands off things i guess. hz n sandy seems pissed with michael. sandy v pissed with wee. hmmm, hz i can understand. Sandy is like getting abit too angry abt wee ba? seems like my friends are having too much hatred in them. hmmm, i dunnoe what to say also. hmm, only so much i can say. coz shld not let them affect u til too much, til it becomes something that affects u everyday, so easily. hmmm, i dunnoe la, but life is make so much more harder if there is so much hate isn't it? i read somewhere, u can choose to live one day happily, or one day angrily. which will u choose? i just feel that its abit sad if my own friends harbour so much anger at another person. coz hmmm, i dun wan them to become like, obsessed abt it. hmm, like laine or msg, they lead a pathetic life i feel. and i dun wan one day, like the circumstances makes my friend have anger only. Sandy i noe u will be reading this, dunnoe how to bring it across to u but i hope u get my intentions ba. dun misunderstand i am trying to prove wat or anything, but i feel u shld not let em affect u so much k? dun let them leave such a big mark in ur life. they r not worth ur time n happiness ya? as long as we dui de qi ourselves can le. lastly, to all ppl. all the best in your work n life~ DFV ppl we r graduating, life is gonna be sleepless, but, only less than one month. it will pass somehow. just gd or bad but u noe. at least we tried la. rose |
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