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Tuesday, February 08, 2005
ok, just sorta argue alittle with juan...haha. just wanted to remind her alittle lah. there is more to life than just enjoying la. but thats my opinion lah. coz the way i see it, seem like her life is abit superficial. do hair, nails, go club. u noe, that sorta thing. for me i think shld not waste too much time n money on all these type of stuff ah. like, since she got the moeny n time, i feel that she shld do sumthing more meaniful. but u noe, nothing worng with living life the way u want it, just tot that as a friend i shld tell her lah. leave a mark in life, she say anything u do will leave a mark, true, but the meaning of the mark is a diff thing. hmmm, tonight's not the nite eh. haha. but we r ok now. then just now tok with hz. dunoe wats wrong. -_-" like u can sense he joke til angry or wat loh. or maybe, he is just trying to joke at first. then got angry n decided to just show it, but still like joke. or watever la. -_-" try to make the conversation light hearted again but well, since he dun wan, then y i bother? seriously, i think he has a problem with me. maybe expect me to be like the past or wat, but as a friend i tot he will udnerstand my situation. when i was having a tough time breaking up n stuff, he din noe, so he din understand. thats ok. but now, i am with saf, of coz i will spend more time and attention to saf. but somehow, he dun seem really happy we r together, n he dun say anything. so how am i suppose to noe wat he is thinking? concerned? irritated? wat? the mood just switch here n there. i dunnoe, but i got comment on his blog before we shld tok. since he din reply anythign to that. maybe he just dun wanna tok la. but i dun think i wanna continue guessing or trying to get into his gd bk. maybe u dun notice, but at times i try to pay attention to u instead of Saf. Maybe u also dun notice that i am trying to maintain the friendship. and maybe, u shld just tell me waht the hell is wrong so i can stop guessing n be on guard all the time in case i step on ur toe n u suddenly show me attitude again. its like, hello~ wat is going on? its like u speak in riddles n expect me to noe. coz to u "if in the past, i will noe" well coz in the past u tell me more things wat!!!! i dun even noe y i muz try so hard u noe?!!! it is to no avil n u will just switch back on n off again!!!! all the things like leak out information n all that. wat is that all abt?!!!! like suddenly ah, i am like a dunnoe wat that will reveal things n watever. so much faith n trust u have for me as a friend. thank you v much but i think i have enuff already. i have been trying to tolerate it n hope things for the better. but u noe, if u dun tell me whats goping on, itd gonna be the same forever, n its crazy for me to forever be guessing. sorry, the me last time will noe what u r toking abt, yes, the me last time. and the you last time i will noe wat the u last time is toking abt, yes, the u last time. but for now, if u r gonna just focus on last timeand keeping quiet. i dun think anything is gonna change. i'm sorry, but i think its time i speak out. maybe u shld too, so i can see ur point of view. *sigh* get so agitated... -_-" really not a gd nite... rose |
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