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Saturday, February 05, 2005
its 8 plus, i am surfing the net...such a long time before i do this ya noe. used to wake up n jog at 7am, then after that rest awhile, surf net, do work. now i always sleep til dunnoe when, then the morning is basically gone when i wake up la. today is coz my mum called at ard 8am, ask me to go downstairs help her carry stuff. i din even noe its her off day. -_-" wat a daughter... then she really really bought alot of things. -_-" DFV train me to carry heavy stuff but plastic bags really ah, the fingers will rally hurt loh. like, i dunnoe, blobking the blood? haha. So wash up, went down, then eat BF, din eat much, stomachache. as i eat the food turn to shit. haha~ no lah, dunnoe wat also. haha. carrot cake n ice milo. so unhealthy hoh? hehe~ then just ask me wanna go NTUC anot, wei....so early open meh? haha. so most prob will be going soon. just remembered suppose to meet liting to pass her her camera today. i can forget such a thing. nvm lah, can go look at clothes too. hopefully they got something i like, n not expensive. dun wanna spend too much on clothes, mum's hard earn money. thou she spend it abit fast. -_-" but, haha, thats not the point, its her money mah. if i were her, i think i will be really sian ba. work work work. like no life lei. but then again, if i have that responsibility, i will ba? i think...haha. its in emily n my blood, responsiblity. which my bro n elder sis lack. aniwae, yesterday got walk walk with saf ard to look for his n mine clothes. but basically, i got bored after awhile lah. like the more i see, the more sian i get lei. -_-" ok, first, they are, i dunnoe, just din really c wat i want, and some are like abit ex, but i think most clothes are this type of price, so u noe, its normal. but still, dunnoe lei, din really c something i wan. always like that loh, can shop the whole day n not buy anything. so me. haha, din shop for too long la. i'm disconnected to the world. and my extreme dressing sense is jumping ard, i dunnoe where i am now. like adeline says, its idientity crisis. well, Saf bought 2 shirts that looks really gd on him. guy's clothes really expensive hoh. each cost abt 60 bucks, i think his heart is bleeding. haha, til he claims it from his father lah. then hz's mum manage to force him to buy new yr outfit so i think he is ok, sandy long ago bought her clothes le. think...hmmm, during christmas sale or something? cant really remember. emily bought 2 tops le, so left me. yes yes, even my mama bought a dress n a t-shirt. nvm, when i get really desperate, i will last min manage to get something one, or wear old vlothes. but new yr they say first 2 days muz wear new clothes. hmmm, so see how lah. its traditional but still. tsunamis victim dun even have clothes ok??!!all old clothes. and ppl are like slowly forgetting abt them? hmm, i think coz at first when it first started, everyone is like still fresh n shocked by it. now its like old news. so they get on with their lives. and i think everyone already donated, so no money to keep donating? hmm, but i see the way some ppl use their money ah...tsk tsk tsk. especially ppl my age, say broke broke broke, but always going out, ktv,movie, cafes, buy this buy that. then say broke broke. cannot tahan sia. do they noe what is call broke anot? their broke is like, not broke loh. still got money in their accounts n so on. only mouth say. well, say so much, i'm jealous of this injustice, more like abit irritated by this type of superficial young ppl lah. its like when i go to orchard or watever n look at the ppl, wearing branded, really dressed up, i will feel they are really shallow n superficial. coz from there, u can see they spend alot on such things. n they go to cafes, restaurant n stuff. i just feel they are wasting their parents money loh. i'm one of them last time. lucky i'm not now. haha. if i live my life that way, its really gonna be a wasted life i feel. immerse in the superficial surface in life. but then again, that type of life u get another type of happiness too. hmm, like no worries, just live ur life. but thats the problem as well. some kids, i dun think they even have part time job before! well, things happen for a reason, mine, i matured faster ba? i think....haha rose |
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