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Sunday, January 30, 2005
i think my actions n decisions coz alot of ppl to be hurt, disappointed, shocked... i begin to doubt the way i do things... have following my heart become a really selfish act? i think it is, i dun seem to think for others... i told dennis that saf n i are sorta together now, i think i really really broke his heart. its been less than 2 weeks since we broke up. i feel so guilty...so bad... i feel like i shld just remain single. i really dunnoe... am i thinking clearly? but who is there to guide me thru this? i tot of being single for quite awhile to sort out my life, but i seem to be forgetting that when i'm with saf. i dunnoe... the feeling for him grows...same as for my guilt... am i doing something that is really so wrong? am i doing so wrong that ppl close to me are all hurt n disapointed? wat have i been doing? i dunnoe... so confuse now... arg.... like dennis said, saying all this got no point already... i dunnoe. i will be punishedone day for all the pain i coz ppl....especially dennis... really really sorry. i gonna reflect on wat i am doing now.... rose |
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