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Tuesday, December 28, 2004
thats what i told myself. my mood suddenly went up. was feeling rather down just now, but things suddenly look better now. partly coz i was recalling the msg send to me, to put a flower before our nick to respect those who had died. maybe of my mood at that time, but i felt it was just superficial. so i told her, i dun think that help much. Put a flower infront of my Msn nick to show my respect? wat kinda of respect is that? are u people really feeling for those ppl out there? if u r, u can still be on msn? get out, raise fund, watever, putting a flower just seem, pretensious to me. sorry sandy, i know u mean well, not making any judgement here abt u, just my opinions coz it really makes no sense to me at all. but recalling her msg makes me feel really silly for getting upset again just now. almost cried again. but suddenly, everything seems really well. i feel that i am really really lucky. while i am blogging here, how many ppl is out there searching for their loved ones, how many praying out there for peace to come, how many ppl stranded out there, homeless n cold. injured n in pain. here i am, whining abt my own little problems! that is like so...i dunnoe, childish? wat was i thinking? i am like safe n sound at my home, i dun need to worry abt any scary disaster, abt soldiers marching into my house and taking me away. really, i am so much more better loh. then i get all down n all that, really, shld slap myself. suddenly i feel so happy. haha. bless my mood swings, they really help in moments like this. Not that what i am facing is not important but, i just look at it with a much much wider view. rose |
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