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Friday, February 05, 2010
Obviously, the first joy. ITS FRIDAY!!!! And I loveeeeee Fridays. Long weekend! yes! And its sorta my dating day, since I can stay out later. Secondly, I got paid today. Wheee~~~~~ money come money go. but at least I feel better with some cash in my wallet. Isnt that the main driving force for all of us thats working? At least w the money I have I can celebrate. heh heh~ Give myself a treat. Thirdly, I am gonna tender my resignation today. After almost 4 yrs in the company. It is finally time to move on. Happy, relief, scared and hopeful. Design didnt really work out as a career, I think I'll need time to just find that "lost" part if me as well. So for now, I'm gonna concentrate on prospect and building a future for myself. Design, hopefully will continue as a part time thingy. So because of my sudden job training next week, I had asked JT to postpone the pedi&mani treat that she was giving me for my birthday. Its gonna be quite "sport-ish" so I think that will be a waste on the pedi&medi. When I finally have the chance to do the full package, I intend to treasure it and keep it for awhile. haha~ So, lotsa things to be happy abt la. Gotta make sarcrifices to my time coz its abit last min. But i think its worth it since its for my future! And tml morning I get Long John Brekkie. got the voucher too. Yes yes, I am so auntie and cheap but like the sports store says "Why pay more?" hee hee. Sunday I will need time to pack and sort certain things out. so I cant join the monthly adventure outing. Probably have to do some cleaning up too since next week I got no time at all and CNY is next wkend! I cant celebrate but still need to clean up la. plus I'll need to buy some stuff for next wk as well. Monday training starts. Tues I will be in Bintan til Fri. Exciting~ busy busy busy. but its happy busy busy busy! :D rose |
1 rose(s) on your door Monday, February 01, 2010 I finally found a blogskin I like! been looking for something simple so this is by far, my favourite skin~~ Give me "A" for effort, I even changed the picture lei~ with my limited html knowledge. heh heh~and I'm so bored in the office, since I am done w the floorplan for the time being. I decided to use some time to cheer myself up. Becoz I dun wanna work. haha! Jobhunting is tiring. Seem like the jobs I like does not really pay well. And design, I've decided its not the way to go, but now I am wondering, am I just running away from design coz I feel like I've lost touch w it? So how is ya wkend? Mine, I got to spend some time w Marky. Thou the interview on Saturday basically got him waiting for me for 3hrs. ZZZzzz. then My sunday is spent sleeping and sleeping~!~!~!~ so shiok~ and i finally watch "Stitch the movie" w Rachel. not as good as the first and the third, but I think passable for a kid's show? Stitch is forever so cute. oh ya, one of the DVD i rented from the shop is actually pirated. $#%@#$%$# WTH? I spend money to get lousy DVD? I wanted to exchange it yest but the shop was closed. I'm gonna try again today. If they dun let me exchange or refund, I'll bitchfit and fight for my consumer right. haha~ oh ya, I love the sparkles that follows my mouse. hahahaha~ Sunday, January 24, 2010 http://borntobeyourtaoeh.blogspot.com/ ok, i found this blog, and its really really hilarious. go read it. haha~ Saturday, January 23, 2010 ok so, I realise how unhappy my poor blog is, so I gonna like, not make it such a depressing one. haha~ its like only when i am upset, i blog. so its concentrated w dark evil aura that I am gonna chase away. First. A cheerful blogskin will help. but that is so time consuming la... n my html is like crap. it tks hrs just to find one i like. I really really need to find my design sense back, thou I've decided it will probably not be the career path for me, but i wanna do it in my spare time n all. when i grow old, i can open a art n craft sch for kids. hee~ Second. A cheerful me. THAT I think is coming soon. Last yr sorta makes me an emotional retard but I think I will be able to be abit more positive, first step is changing job. which is in the process too. :D sucky job, underpaid makes me kinda depressed. bleh. Third. I'm not sure. haha~ coz the first 2 is all i came up w at the moment. well, I need to sit down n think la. Blogskin hunting, GO! Friday, January 01, 2010 even til the last sec, u had to make me miserable dun u? the last hr of christmas eve was spent folding offerings at my grandpa's funeral. the last hr of new year eve was spent waiting at a bus stop for a pathethic confirmation. Why? coz of some stupid miscom. I waited and waited. I felt like crying, coz 00:00 was coming. Not like i am so date conscious, but I hate that feeling. u keep thinking, maybe the call will come b4 new yr. maybe. and then u hear ppl shouting happily, sounds of firework from afar. then me, staring at my phone thinking, that person is happily counting down somewhere. see how pathethic that sounds? Its not a MUST to meet. but a confirmation wld be nice. I would rather be at hm watching the painful channel 5 countdown, den sitting at a bus stop feeling sorry for myself. The call eventually came, but he got as pissed as me. Men. y cant they tell when u r hurting? I just wanna breakaway. Tuesday, December 01, 2009 Cant wait. Wohoo~ Let's hope next yr is MUCH better than this yr. Some things I cannot say, some pain I cannot feel, some tears I cannot shed. Many wld think I am referring to the breakup, but its not just that. I went thru other stuff as well. But I guess the breakup got me real realistic and passive these days. Trying not to cry and being unable to cry is really really different. U feel no pain, u feel no joy. I seriously noe what it means. BUT, i cannot help being suppress about certain things. Of coz its not that I am unhappy now. I am quite happy, but I noe things will haunt me at unexpected times, trigger by random things and I will be caught off guard by the moment. So, after this yr, I hope all this suppress emotions and bad luck will go away for gd. Cant wait cant wait~!~!~ And pay day is coming!! faster faster~ Did I mention this is my "poorest" yr? Doctors been earning from me man. But at least I went to Melb and got to c giraffe upclose I guess. Hope there is decent bonus. Wanna 1) Return Emily money 2) Get new clothes 3) Get Track shoes And maybe, treat myself to a pedicure. ZZzzzzZZzzz. I will change my job DEFINITELY. Waiting for the bonus~!~!~!~ And if my new job doesnt pay well enuff, I am gonna get a part time. Thats my master plan for 2010. Tuesday, September 29, 2009 Well, Selina sent me one, and it looks really cute BUT, need to upload image all this so... being slow in this kinda thing, i decided to abandon the ideal..haha~ but i wanna get anther one? this one doesnt allow comments n all, so it'll be nice to have a proper one... Down with gastric flu so the doc gave me MC for tml... I am using up my MC for this yr. -_-" Coz last friday when I had diarrhoea, I felt kinda funny after I ate the med so I stopped. I guess it drag on til now? Sunday got abit better but apparently I am running a fever now, sooooooo, if there is MC, why not? haha. I just feel kinda bad coz without my leader ard, I need to be ard. And being the "shit job" team, we always get last min urgent thingy. Plus, Thursday I am on leave. In conclusion, i foresee my boss getting heart attacks. But I am prepared to go back la, if needed. See? So nice of me, shld pay me more. haha~ I am so bored now. Tired but the refusal to sleep is coming back. My sleepless nights has once again creep on me. hai. And sumtimes I just like, think too much abt stuff that has happen during the past few months (+ sianness from job) and it makes me kinda unhappy actually. Mark says it quarter life crisis. I personally feel, I am not the one with the crisis. Its more like, I get crap or see stuff from ppl going thru em? Are they really going thru it or are they just unhappy and wanna find a reason to justify their meanness. Whatever, really. Just remember, watever u do, at the end of day, u answer for ur own actions. Oh well, really saddening to see "ugly" things unfolding but thats part of life I guess. This is the yr of awakening. haha~ I think i am just abit cynical these days. damn! On a side note, my room is getting cleaner n neater. So is my hse, but lots more work is needed since everyone treat Emily n me like the maid and doesn't help AT ALL. But rite now, I feel that it doesnt matter how small the place is, as long as its clean and comfy. Yes, its abit cramp, no privacy watsoever, but at the very least, it no longer spoils my moodwhen I step into the hse? At least there is a place for me to back to at the end of the day? Some ppl dun even have a roof over their head so I shld be grateful. And proud of the fact that my sis and I are sort of the "breadwinner" of the hse ever since we started working. Thou we are in debts right now. Thou we cant afford to let my mum retire. Thou we dun have enuff money to send Rachel to acquire some skills. Thou we dun have extra cash to splurge on clothes and stuff. wahahahahah~ The list goes on but at least we r trying...haha. must try harder.... For now, just wanna earn more money. :D |
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