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Tuesday, January 18, 2011
hahaha my blog is so outdated n i doubt anyone is reading but for the purpose of recording i need to write this down. When i was in Milan, everyone arranged to meet at 2pm to go out for lunch. so at 2 i went down n i realised i forgot my gloves. When i went back to retrieve em, the GS was in my room!!! It scare the shit out of me! n i was shocked that he manage to get into my room. coz i slot in the card in the room so no cleaners can get in, meaning only management staff can get in. He explained n everything but it still feels dodgy. His explanation: he said he called a few times but there was no answer. (of coz la! meeting downstairs wat?!) then the manager saw him knocking n offered to open the door in case i fainted inside or some shit. then they check his ID, etc. they went in tog n tot i was sleeping coz i stacked the pillows under the blanket. Just then they heard my voice from the lift n he told the manager thats me. (i dun remember seeing anyone actually) he decided to play a prank on me to scare me. I was too shocked to react but i must say i was quite disturbed n paranoid after i was in my room that night. I decided to tell the LSS n seek her advise. she called the guy n in the end we concluded the guy is harmless. (Actually i still not convinced n still puzzled by his actions. but i dun wanna make it big coz if he is really just playful i can cost him his job.) I dunno if i did the right thing by being quiet... Coz the moment he save me in my room he say he wanted to get the wifi code, but when the LSS spoke to him he say actaully he wanted to tell me he is not going w us for lunch already. but in the end just go coz he is all dressed up anyways. What do u all think? :( mark keep asking me to report him... rose |
0 rose(s) on your door Sunday, July 04, 2010 Oh my tian. I m bored beyond words. Every day i got nothing to do i just slp n slp. I probably hit my slp quota. Coz I cannot slp anymore. N thinking abt getting the report is probably bad for my bp. I really pray that it's a gd one. Turns out that Mark's mum know who she is. Coz they r both in this 'heart' profession. The cardiologist is her staff's mother in law n they agree w me she is a v stern woman. Oh man, I hope she dun ruin my chances. Really. My life is in her hands. N please make my 500 bucks worthwhile. Since I cannot slp anymore wat shld I do. So broke also. Zzzzz. The medical bill has bankrupt me for e month. Sunday, April 18, 2010 Not like I dun enjoy meetin my friends.. Just that I dun get enuff time w my own bf!!! It's strange how ppl is always asking me out, EXCEPT my own bf. I always have outings but I want to have more time w my bf too. Timing is slightly better now but still... N it's as thou I am so needy when all I want is meet twice a wk. But it's so hard. When I m free he is not, vice verse. We really do not have much fate tog. For years we didn't even bump into each other on the streets. After getting tog it's like this too. Unless it's arranged. So I guess it's a really rare thing that we r tog? Hope we will have more time then. Friday, April 16, 2010 But I' be been feeling v suppressed lately. When will this feeling go away. Am losing slp again. How? Gonna stay in my job. They give me a gf offer. But on e other end I really need a break... Shld learn to get happy again, n not relay on other ppl. Sunday, April 11, 2010 I am actually typin out this blog e my iPhone now. Dunno y I got a new phone but I am just not happy. Think the tryin to learn how to use the phone part always gets me v frustrated. Freaking hell I am an apple idiot. O dun even noe how to transfer music! Anyways just went to the Chinese doc downstairs w my mum. The doc say my stmach problem is a result of stress as well. Den my mum say I give myself alot of stress at work. Well but actually these days I am not stress atwork.. More like stress abt money and findin work. Mum says I've changed. V bad tempered n impatient. But actually suntimes is when i cone Hm n c how messy the Hse us, I get v irritated. But honestly I do feel v supressed. So frustrated and trapped sometimes I feel like I really really need a break... Thursday, February 18, 2010 This is a short working week. heh heh, its already Thursday. Sunday, February 14, 2010 Oh ya, I was just browsing abit and I saw my 2004 posts. wah lau, the me 6 years ago was so emo n ungrateful man. I saw how I grumble abt Dennis's gift. he's such a sweet boy la. I wish him all the best in finding a girl that truly worthy of him. I'm glad I grew up. So, Dear friends + love ones, please forgive my ignorant past. I am so sorry for watever hurt or sadness I've caused. Lets build a better future tog ya? Enjoy the holidays! So I am alone at home now resting, while my mum's playin majong at my grandpa's place. Becoz its been less than 100 days after gp's passing, we r not allow to "celebrate" new yr. So, no ang pows for me. sob. thats one of the biggest highlight for CNY. not even my mum gave me, my dad gave us thou. Since he is not directly related to my gp. As usual, we'll eat vegetarian lunch then gamble abit. I only noe how to play black jack, n being stingy like a true Hakka, I bet 1 buck each time. I still lose 9 bucks. sian. haha~ my poor bro, he was the broker and he lose 50 bucks. i hope he wins it back by now, since he is like so broke. tsk tsk. well, it was quite fun la, but gets boring after awhile. And I am not daring enuff to be the broker. -_- SoOoo, I finally completed one week of BFC trainin. Basic Facilitator Course 15. U guys can see from fb the many activities we've done. it was fun n tiring. I had a lot of fun, but I am glad its over. 3 days 4 nite in bintan is too long for me. Guess I'm not as independent as I tot. Coz when I was in Melbourne, I wanted to go hm too. haha~ but when I'm back hm, its so crowded and noisy sometimes. I get no peace at all. Humans, we r nv satisfy. haha. After that week of training, I am black as charcoal now. Not as bad as alot of other ppl, but when I look at my hands, it reminds me of a construction worker. ZZZzz. We did so many things that I will nv, ever tot of doing in my life. Climbing up a 25m tower w 14 obstacles den finally to get down, a 200m flying fox. It took all of us 6 hrs but heck, we all did it so it was gd enuff. After climbing up, the flying fox which scare the shit out of me initially seems like nothing. But I was still scared la. screamed like a butchered sheep when I had to go down. haha~ Then, there was rafting. I tot, wow, that shld be quite fun. guess wat? we built the raft w tyres, ropes and 2 metal rod. haha~ and it didnt go far at all in that choppy water. Made lots of new friends. v interesting funny ppl too. All the madness bonded us in that 5 days of training. Some r Singaporeans so we'll probably catch up someday. Anther thing I realized was how ignorant and small my world is. I mean, I realized that when I was w mark. Since alot of things they tok abt I didnt noe. Of coz, I bet alot of things I noe, they wun noe. I'm just a happy selective nerd. I like knowing all this, but I just dun really read up n all + sumtimes this kinda books bores me the moment I start reading. V selective memory so I cant register. I just enjoy hearing the interesting bits from ppl. And I guess w Saf, he pampers me so much and being so nerdish n all, we tok abt nerd otaku stuff. And he basically let me do anything I want. like just watching things I like, animation etc. not v healthy eh, haha~ coz other things, I didnt think it is necessary? Coz, I am happy wat. But now i feel so ignorant. *sigh* Growing up is tough. I'm happy thou. New yr, new job, new beginning. Marky n me is getting better too. Now, I just need to be abit more productive and less lazy! I've allowed the society to taint me too much so I'm gonna clear up my aura~ need to earn more too! yes! Anyways ppl, Happy CNY and V-Day!!! 2010 will be a great yr for all of us!!!! Gambate!!!!!!! Jiatang~!~!~!~ meetup soon~!~!~!~!~!~!~ :DDDDDDD Our sex no city? only watch til season 2. haha~ |
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