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Thursday, February 18, 2010
This is a short working week. heh heh, its already Thursday. rose |
3 rose(s) on your door Sunday, February 14, 2010 Oh ya, I was just browsing abit and I saw my 2004 posts. wah lau, the me 6 years ago was so emo n ungrateful man. I saw how I grumble abt Dennis's gift. he's such a sweet boy la. I wish him all the best in finding a girl that truly worthy of him. I'm glad I grew up. So, Dear friends + love ones, please forgive my ignorant past. I am so sorry for watever hurt or sadness I've caused. Lets build a better future tog ya? Enjoy the holidays! So I am alone at home now resting, while my mum's playin majong at my grandpa's place. Becoz its been less than 100 days after gp's passing, we r not allow to "celebrate" new yr. So, no ang pows for me. sob. thats one of the biggest highlight for CNY. not even my mum gave me, my dad gave us thou. Since he is not directly related to my gp. As usual, we'll eat vegetarian lunch then gamble abit. I only noe how to play black jack, n being stingy like a true Hakka, I bet 1 buck each time. I still lose 9 bucks. sian. haha~ my poor bro, he was the broker and he lose 50 bucks. i hope he wins it back by now, since he is like so broke. tsk tsk. well, it was quite fun la, but gets boring after awhile. And I am not daring enuff to be the broker. -_- SoOoo, I finally completed one week of BFC trainin. Basic Facilitator Course 15. U guys can see from fb the many activities we've done. it was fun n tiring. I had a lot of fun, but I am glad its over. 3 days 4 nite in bintan is too long for me. Guess I'm not as independent as I tot. Coz when I was in Melbourne, I wanted to go hm too. haha~ but when I'm back hm, its so crowded and noisy sometimes. I get no peace at all. Humans, we r nv satisfy. haha. After that week of training, I am black as charcoal now. Not as bad as alot of other ppl, but when I look at my hands, it reminds me of a construction worker. ZZZzz. We did so many things that I will nv, ever tot of doing in my life. Climbing up a 25m tower w 14 obstacles den finally to get down, a 200m flying fox. It took all of us 6 hrs but heck, we all did it so it was gd enuff. After climbing up, the flying fox which scare the shit out of me initially seems like nothing. But I was still scared la. screamed like a butchered sheep when I had to go down. haha~ Then, there was rafting. I tot, wow, that shld be quite fun. guess wat? we built the raft w tyres, ropes and 2 metal rod. haha~ and it didnt go far at all in that choppy water. Made lots of new friends. v interesting funny ppl too. All the madness bonded us in that 5 days of training. Some r Singaporeans so we'll probably catch up someday. Anther thing I realized was how ignorant and small my world is. I mean, I realized that when I was w mark. Since alot of things they tok abt I didnt noe. Of coz, I bet alot of things I noe, they wun noe. I'm just a happy selective nerd. I like knowing all this, but I just dun really read up n all + sumtimes this kinda books bores me the moment I start reading. V selective memory so I cant register. I just enjoy hearing the interesting bits from ppl. And I guess w Saf, he pampers me so much and being so nerdish n all, we tok abt nerd otaku stuff. And he basically let me do anything I want. like just watching things I like, animation etc. not v healthy eh, haha~ coz other things, I didnt think it is necessary? Coz, I am happy wat. But now i feel so ignorant. *sigh* Growing up is tough. I'm happy thou. New yr, new job, new beginning. Marky n me is getting better too. Now, I just need to be abit more productive and less lazy! I've allowed the society to taint me too much so I'm gonna clear up my aura~ need to earn more too! yes! Anyways ppl, Happy CNY and V-Day!!! 2010 will be a great yr for all of us!!!! Gambate!!!!!!! Jiatang~!~!~!~ meetup soon~!~!~!~!~!~!~ :DDDDDDD Our sex no city? only watch til season 2. haha~ Friday, February 05, 2010 Obviously, the first joy. ITS FRIDAY!!!! And I loveeeeee Fridays. Long weekend! yes! And its sorta my dating day, since I can stay out later. Secondly, I got paid today. Wheee~~~~~ money come money go. but at least I feel better with some cash in my wallet. Isnt that the main driving force for all of us thats working? At least w the money I have I can celebrate. heh heh~ Give myself a treat. Thirdly, I am gonna tender my resignation today. After almost 4 yrs in the company. It is finally time to move on. Happy, relief, scared and hopeful. Design didnt really work out as a career, I think I'll need time to just find that "lost" part if me as well. So for now, I'm gonna concentrate on prospect and building a future for myself. Design, hopefully will continue as a part time thingy. So because of my sudden job training next week, I had asked JT to postpone the pedi&mani treat that she was giving me for my birthday. Its gonna be quite "sport-ish" so I think that will be a waste on the pedi&medi. When I finally have the chance to do the full package, I intend to treasure it and keep it for awhile. haha~ So, lotsa things to be happy abt la. Gotta make sarcrifices to my time coz its abit last min. But i think its worth it since its for my future! And tml morning I get Long John Brekkie. got the voucher too. Yes yes, I am so auntie and cheap but like the sports store says "Why pay more?" hee hee. Sunday I will need time to pack and sort certain things out. so I cant join the monthly adventure outing. Probably have to do some cleaning up too since next week I got no time at all and CNY is next wkend! I cant celebrate but still need to clean up la. plus I'll need to buy some stuff for next wk as well. Monday training starts. Tues I will be in Bintan til Fri. Exciting~ busy busy busy. but its happy busy busy busy! :D Monday, February 01, 2010 I finally found a blogskin I like! been looking for something simple so this is by far, my favourite skin~~ Give me "A" for effort, I even changed the picture lei~ with my limited html knowledge. heh heh~and I'm so bored in the office, since I am done w the floorplan for the time being. I decided to use some time to cheer myself up. Becoz I dun wanna work. haha! Jobhunting is tiring. Seem like the jobs I like does not really pay well. And design, I've decided its not the way to go, but now I am wondering, am I just running away from design coz I feel like I've lost touch w it? So how is ya wkend? Mine, I got to spend some time w Marky. Thou the interview on Saturday basically got him waiting for me for 3hrs. ZZZzzz. then My sunday is spent sleeping and sleeping~!~!~!~ so shiok~ and i finally watch "Stitch the movie" w Rachel. not as good as the first and the third, but I think passable for a kid's show? Stitch is forever so cute. oh ya, one of the DVD i rented from the shop is actually pirated. $#%@#$%$# WTH? I spend money to get lousy DVD? I wanted to exchange it yest but the shop was closed. I'm gonna try again today. If they dun let me exchange or refund, I'll bitchfit and fight for my consumer right. haha~ oh ya, I love the sparkles that follows my mouse. hahahaha~ |
Cookies♥Life " Just living isn't enough", said the butterfly, "one must also have freedom, sunshine, and a little flower." - Hans Christian Anderson " December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 April 2006 June 2006 July 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 April 2008 July 2008 September 2008 October 2008 February 2009 April 2009 August 2009 September 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 April 2010 July 2010 January 2011 Designer : Chili. x o x o |