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Monday, April 23, 2007
sometimes i think its unfair how the rich controls the world n how the poor, who r not as educated gets "eaten" by the big evil money generator. If the rich can be so kind as to contribute, sympathise w the poor, the world would be a much better place. do u know that if the food distribution is even in the world, we actually have more than enuff to go ard? no kids or family will need to die of starvation or suffer so much, slogging their whole life just for that miserable one meal a day. but then, thats the way it is, isn't it? who dun wanna keep all the money for themselves rite? i rather spend like hundred dollars to buy a stupid top than spend 10 dollars to feed a kid for a week. thats the way it is, isn't it? I am sad abt all this money shit. i even tot of one day being able to go overseas n study. so selfish, but i tot maybe i shld dare to dream. not be safe like this, like now. but that amt of money would have got the cblood sucker off my family's back, for good. So what i wanna do now is earn more money. my appraisal NV came. its been 3 weeks. will i get a pay rise? or still the same. i think i am being underpaid. Its time to seriously think abt what i shld do. but then again, at times like this, i cant afford to lost my only source of income. hai~ sian ah. *bui* No offence but alot of ppl is actually v fortunate. but they dun realise it. they grumble about their little little problems. like how they cant go to this place for holiday, how they dun have enuff money to buy the things they want, how this ger got this thing n she dun, all the stupid shit. Actually, i am one of them, now that i type it out i can see myself,wheeeeeeeeee, great. But at least i really DUN have the money to do all this while some idiotic ppl can complain cause they did it few months ago, n they wanna do it again, or watever. Arg, so upset by all these things suddenly going thru my mind. all trigger by $$$. shall not say more. agitated enuff. rose |
2 rose(s) on your door Friday, April 20, 2007 I am alone in the office now, so i decided to blog. since i dun really have time to email vic and the gers, updating here will be good. haha~ and, i won't feel so scard i guess. heh. should ask abang wan here but he is on 24hrs duty. hope i can finish before 12. waiting for it to output then burn it. so tired. but lucky my colleague, maragret helped me, or else i think i won't be able to finish in time. wanna go home n sleep. recently i;ve been thinking of maybe chnaging jobs. but do what? hai~ damn tired, think i just stop here. haha~ cant think. ZZZzzzZZZz Saturday, April 14, 2007 ...bitching about work! About how busy work has become. I am even trying to think of the longest record of how many hours i clock in a day so far. which is crazy. haha~ it seems like, i dunnoe, when ppl get into the working world, they become "adults who keep on bitching about work". I notice i am becoming a typical working person. Work, get paid, spend. hmmm, not very good, the "me" 1 yr plus ago find ppl like the present "me" shallow. I remember how i feel like i couldnt fit in or click w the other editors in my first job. the things they tok about, going to hong kong, buying things, all this dun interest me. there r bigger things out there, things that ppl can do to make the world so much better. but, ppl rather spend hundreds and thousands on enjoyment than help. NOW, i am like one of them. I wanna travel, go somewhere n just open my eyes to things, to experience and c for myself what ppl have been wow-ing about. like taiwan, how one by one, ppl go there like its just malaysia. How melb and perth is boring yet so nice. hai~ basically, $$$. i shld sit down n meditate. haha~ anyways, i wanna go do voluteering work too, like at countries where ppl r v poor. think this way i will be grateful to alot of other things. I'm thinking of uploading some pics, but, i dun really have recent pics w me, some is in my phone, but, my USB cable is in the office. i use it to charge my phone. 0_0 oh yah, tag board sucks. i cant be bothered w it anymore. have to like, freaking post all the time or else it gets deleted or something. watever. i got better things to do than use another hr trying to fix it. crazy. Oh yah, i am becoming a tv freak again. proud to say it. So many good tv shows coming up and saf downloads nice anime too. my current fav is sunday nite. ugly betty n america's next top model. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Sunday, April 01, 2007 Its been years since i updated, or actually surf the net or anything. Feels v long, hah, but been v buzy with work lately. Ot-ing to death til late and going to work early just so i have that extra time to finish work. hai~ shit, work darn hard but not satified w the product. Just when appraisal is going on, i have to show em how screw up the work is. hai~ but one of my boss seem to understand that this project is harder, and being my first time, there's alot of things i dunnoe. But then, from what i noe, u nv know what ppl think behind your back. Its something i learn recently. so, hai~ basically working and working and working last week. til i feel that my back is gonna break coz i've been sittiing straight for so long. I will prove myself. that I am a very good worker. And they r wrong to make me feel so unimportant and unappreciated at times that i tot maybe i should just leave. Then again, i think, why shld i be proving myself? I find it quite obvious lei, haha~ Rite~~~ ppl just think i am a joker but hey, i am v serious in my job ok!!!! And in my little, short working experience, ppl who work w me r basically v happy w my performance. except once when i worked as a promoter and cldn't even get one sale. haha~ hai~ dunnoe la, maybe i think too much or watever. lalala~ wait til the appraisal la. And everything's going on fine. w my bro too. Vic i will email u abt it. heheh. My bro is still in DB, took off to visit him on wed. So. till then, take care ppl!!!! |
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