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Sunday, January 28, 2007
its a sunday morning. n its really quite noisy. -_-" coz my mum off den her phone ring n ring in the morning. her idiotic boss wants her to go back to work n tk her pathetic offday away. when she rest 2, 3 days a month. n its not the first time. then her ringtone is the china man singing really REALLY loud. man...then rachel woke up coz of that n switch on the tv in the room. in the end emily n me woke up. -_-" i slept quite late last nite. i'm thinking of adjusting my time to sleep early coz sleeping at 10plus 11 i cant do much. by 10plus if i'm outside, sometimes i get headache. its just that i always feel shld rest COZ i SHLD rest. n i dun have much time to do other things. but have to wake up at 6am on certain days makes me tired really early. And there's alot of things going on for the past 4 months. holidays, many many birthdays, gatherings. sometimes i really wonder how ppl can be really active in social circles. i am trying v hard just trying to meet up and the thing is i still neglect all of my friends in a certain way. its like, i still cant meet them as they r meeting each other. i have to postpone meeting up w pauline even thou i really really wanna meet her coz i have 2 birthdays this week. e coming few weeks gonna be busy too. i'm thinking, maybe coz i have diff groups of friends and i'm being too greedy by wanting to meet everyone. In the end, u cant please everyone. i wish i can split myself in 2 sometimes. that way its easier. i dun need to cancel dates, feel left out in any group and get suspected of acting busy. this coming wk there mite be a farewell dinner, its my 2nd yr anniversary, a unconfirm primary sch gathering, dunnoe visiting my gp anot since now my uncle always dun go n we have to go, HAVE to find time to meetup w pauline n the girls. then my mum always suddenly say she off. aiyah. write out makes me abit stress. shld be happy rite? haha~ and my dad..wonder how he is after that incident that day..wish i'm rich, can give everyone money. ok, wallowing in self pity! woho~ haha~ Just try having to go home n deal w housework and ur niece's sch work every other day. teaching spelling til late even thou u reach hm at almost 8 n is tired urself. sick of doing things coz my sis refused to do. sick of doing hsework n still have such a messy house. sick of being broke. sick of my hand rotting. But alot of things i am grateful for. Really, life is getting better thou busier. But still grateful for alot of things. I'm lucky in so many ways. Abang wan, friends, stable work. i'll blog abt my happiness more one day, since i'm feeling not so happy today. rose |
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