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Tuesday, February 28, 2006
just second day of work but i am v tired...really exhausted kind of tired. not becoz the work is hard. but after slacking so long, such long hrs wear me out. n today, i got so many things to deal w, i am super tired n irritated. heres how my day went: 6am wake up w emily to prepare nana go sch, her lunchbox, uniform, etc 7.30am prepare for work 8.15am to 9.15am travel 9.30am to 6.30pm work 6.30pm to 7.15 travel to fetch nana from in-law 7.15pm to 8pm fetch nana n walk home 8pm to 9pm rest n chat w saf 9pm to 10pm teach nana hw n do hsework n it hasn't even ended, nana went to look for her mum downstairs coz her mum ask me to pass her cash. make me so damn irriataed n angry lo. seriously, my life seems to be busy becoz i have to tk care of her daughter!!! n she calls to make me do nonsense stuff! like whether i can go down check the sensei still open anot la, pass her money la. i am tired n irritated lo. usually emily helps me but today she went to meet ken. one day n i feel like i cant tk it. heswork n teach hw?!!!!! lucky nana is gd today, if not wat?!!!! I CANT EVEN GO OUT AS N WHEN I WANT TO. ITS BETTER THAN THE PAST BUT ITS NOT ENUFF SUMTIMES!!! n when i am v tired, i get irritated w nana n treat her badly, THEN i feel guilty. wat the hell. give me a break. rose |
0 rose(s) on your door Saturday, February 25, 2006 just to tell u guys, i got a job already, starting work this monday, instead hoh? yah lo, i always like that one. hee~ gd luck to me! hope the working environment is gd n i can perform well! thaks for all the support~ Thursday, February 23, 2006 when i was teaching nana, it gets frustratin almost everytime. coz of her chicken pox she is v behind compared to others, esp in chinese. i have to teach her han yu pin ying which i sucks big time too. so its hard for me too, coz i really suck at it. i understand her slowness n frustration as well, coz she dun get it at all. But just now i tok to abang wan, he dun get wat i am saying too. i wonder, am i so hard to understand? but i think coz both of us are tired. And after just coaching nana, it gets really really frustartin to have to explain things again. when i am just talking normally. i am so tired that my eyes r shutting off already. but my heart is upset coz of all the miscommunication. it somehow makes me think of the idiotic producer that shouted at me, who sarcastically say that he need to take communication skills lessons when i cant understand him after a few times. it feels like its just me. n even as i teach nana so hard, she doesn't get the grades she gets when its emily or her mum teaching her. so the problem muz be with me, rite? Thursday, February 09, 2006 today is the gift day, coz, i got like, so many gifts to buy. hehe~ quite tiring but its gd i have something to do la. everyday at home is abit crazy too. bring nana to the doc at bedok, then met irene for lunch, then went orchard buy gift. so tired n poor nana was really really shag. just had my "dinner" coz just now late lunch mah, then thou no hungry, i have my a-least-3-meals-a-day policy now. coz everyone is teling me i am v skinny n...i saw my own anorexic pic n i agree. haha~ hope dun grow fat at the wrong place. i wan my upper body to grow more. wat shld i do? hmmm....any suggestions? Your thinking style: Detail Specialist Your IQ score is 110. This means that you are smarter than 75.0% of all other Super IQ test takers. This number is the result of a scientifically-tested formula based on how many questions you answered correctly on the Tickle Super IQ Test. But there's more to intelligence than a single number, a single score, or a single label. 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Wednesday, February 08, 2006     yummy yummy! the ramen in FJ~  no..irene din do anything to me..haha  Kawaii!!!! see what see? yes, i made my eyes bigger w photoshop. wahah~    yah, i know, he is irritating...    not that i wanna comment..but they look really like a couple. -_-"   my birthday present!  i know i hardly post up photos, but recently i got some, so i'll post it. but eh..JT,ICE! i wan photos from u guys too! (but i always not online! haha) have u ever feel so bored that, u r not motivated to do ANYTHING AT ALL? well, thats how i feel now. bored n kinda wasting my time. but i still treasure this kinda slacking, just that the too much feee time makes me no want to do anything n thats wasting time. i have things on my mind that i wanna do, but i just....dun feel like it. i look at the nice weather i wanna go out, alone? abit weird. can do, but i dun want. nvm, i am whining~~~~~ anyways, yesterday i wanted to blog but blogger was under maintanence so kinda irritated me alittle coz, i wanted to find a place to "talk" n i cant. -_-" sometimes i am like, home the whole day so the only person i tok to is myself. i can like, not even noe my sore thraot is so bad that i sound weird til i tok to nana when i fetch her from childcare. sad hoh? at least at nite can tok to emily also la. but these 2 days saf outfield, watashi...watashi...OK! its no ones fault, i'm just lazy. everyone need to work wat. except me. n my mum, i can hear her asking emily if i am looking for job. she thinks all i do is go out i think. really, coz when she have offday during the weekend, i will still go out. but the thing is, everything is at the weekend, saf bk out so short of coz i wanna meet him. i company her til like 5pm then go out wat, not like not at all..den monday she say muz wash her uniform, i wanted to. but end up was out with my elder sis the whole day. wanted to do at nite, then she sarcastically called n say :"wat have u been doing the whole day?" pissed me off when she deliberately tok lk that lo. seriously, it was unplanned n i wanted to do it. just coz i jobless i have to do everything meh???? then the next morning she ask emily "that one got look for job anot?" wat tat one, tat one, might as well call me IT. then last nite she hm think still unhappy. so petty lo. -_-" not like i cam using her money or wat. my transport, food, bills all i pay one...and finding a suitable job is so so so not easy lo. my ex shifu just now call me chit chat n say they still want me back. and they will pay me well. another 2 editor just left. that makes like, 7 editors leaving for the pass 8 mths. thats alot man. but the only 3 reason i will go back is no.1 to conquer my fear no.2 for money no.3 to yaya papaya to my senoir who seems to find me a threaten n show me attitude when i told her i can switch w her but last min change it again coz i realize i can't. how can lk that one? if i cld i wld. but so attitude for wat?? To wanna be better then her n make her jealous coz i think she got issues. bleh. why? why u make me dislike u? haha~ like she cares man. |
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