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Wednesday, December 28, 2005
i am sick, and sick of always saying how sick i feel coz its so sickening. really. even i am "season" of talking abt it. oh well..work ending soon! cant wait, then i will nurse myself back to health. after reading ice's email abt banana, i decided that i will buy some to eat. after my tummy gets better. rose |
0 rose(s) on your door Tuesday, December 20, 2005 well...i am on MC today, AGAIN. well, my first this month but, i got like 3 MCs last month so, feel abit bad u noe, always taking mc then they have to find relacement n all. another sad thing abt this is how weak i am now. really, last time i have to wish to be sick, now i just fal sick suddenly. -_-" i better start a healthy lifestyle coz i dun wanna be filled w illness when i grow old. Maybe its the weird sleeping pattern i have, thou my shift for this wk din change, i still din sleep well. i either get weird dreams or work will be going thru my mind, over n over again, where i cld have edited better, where to cut n all, my god. n they come n go lo. it haunts me. haha. especially when i work intensely before i sleep. that day work from 7pm to 5.45am. but at least i got the day off after that. still, cant sleep much coz in the morning everyone getting ready to work n all, so noisy. guess quality of sleep is bad. u noe how articles say u shld not do anything on ur bed? like if u r suffering from insommia u shld not read la, watch tv all this, use the bed strictly for sleeping? but i like to do alot of things on my bed lei, i read la, eat la, watch tv la, write la, all kinds of things. but i still can fall asleep lei. aiyah, dunnoe wat i am talking abt. pardon me, my head's not working... Saturday, December 10, 2005 Understand that the right to choose your own path is a sacred privilege. Use it. Dwell in possiblity. -Oprah Winfrey Saturday, December 03, 2005 "Behind These Hazel Eyes" Seems like just yesterday You were a part of me I used to stand so tall I used to be so strong Your arms around me tight Everything, it felt so right Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong Now I can't breathe No, I can't sleep I'm barely hanging on Here I am, once again I'm torn into pieces Can't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cry Behind these hazel eyes I told you everything Opened up and let you in You made me feel alright For once in my life Now all that's left of me Is what I pretend to be So together, but so broken up inside 'Cause I can't breathe No, I can't sleep I'm barely hangin' on Here I am, once again I'm torn into pieces Can't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cry Behind these hazel eyes Swallow me then spit me out For hating you, I blame myself Seeing you it kills me now No, I don't cry on the outside Anymore... Here I am, once again I'm torn into pieces Can't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cry Behind these hazel eyes Here I am, once again I'm torn into pieces Can't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cry Behind these hazel eyes |
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