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Friday, September 23, 2005
well, i nv really like to explore u c..so having a tag board seem like too troublemsome. hehe~~ BUT, this day! today is my lucky friday n when i attempt it, i did it! yeah~ but dunnoe how to change settin n all that. haha, html idiot wat. better then nothing la. haha rose |
1 rose(s) on your door Thursday, September 22, 2005
my god, this is so funny..haha. nonsense!
wei wei wei, see that anot ah? see sandy? i dun need to be more girlish so u will love me more mah. haha i tot i mite die or something.after fetching nana that day, we went home n did some cooking , teaching her basic cooking like frying eggs n boiling hotdog. then i deep fried some chicken thighs. quite fun la, coz nana even did some washing of dirty dishes. Right after we eat, i heard "voom" n emily saw the kithchen in red lighting, we ran in, the wok was on fire. think i forgot to switch the gas off so it had been burning for the past 10, 15 mins so it burst into fire. i turn off the gas but fire seems to be getting bigger. Emily wanted to call my uncle living upstairs but she dun have his number, i think i have, but cant really think at that time. so emily n me panicked, all we can think of is to get water to put out the fire. so we ran, i ran into the toilet, n she in the bathroom to pluck in the hose, i got some water first n pour it towards the wok. v v wrong move, it exploded to a mushroom of flames. just like those explodsion effect u c on tv, but a smaller one? -__-" n we screamed, nana was watching from the kitchen door, she screamed too. haha. then, being as dramatic as we usually are, i shouted to emily. "faster run!faster run!" and, i still remember her face, she was still trying to get the hose to work when she saw the flames, her face was like really shocked. haha. She shouted "Faster run!!!" and we both ran out with nana. how we ran to the door, i cant remember, everything is like in flashes, coz everything was happening so fast. i told emily to get to the neighbours n we ran into the son of the neighbour right beside us, he was going home after visitng his parents for dinner. Emily: " can u help me? i think my house on fire!" ( she sound abit funny hoh. haha) the guy look in, and ran in. " Ma! theres a fire!!" the guy's father who was waving him gdbye, ran in. it seem like the fire was bigeer, coz the wire casing on the wall melted coz of the heat, my ceiling was black from the smoke. the guy ran to get a towel, wet it and throw towards the fire, not big enuff thou, the fire was not put out. they shouted for blanket so we ran to get one. then the uncle wet n cover the wok. i was very scared that the place mite explode anytime, emily n my leg's were shaking, i dun remember where was nana thou, but i noe she was following us. then while the uncle cover the wok, it drop n luckily only a few drop of oil kena his hands n feet. the fire was finally put out. then his wife came in n help us cleaned up abit. My god! the neighbours were like hero lo. they turn off the gas for us n the auntie even help us, teach us how to clean up. then her son v funny, apologise that he ran into the house without taking his shoes off, then after awhile, like nothing happen ah, say gd bye to his parents, went thome with his wife. -_-" abit instant ah. haha. then emily went to get my uncle from upstairs. the fire had burnt some of the clothes that were hanging on the pole. one of nana's dress melted til it drop to the basin. my running jerseys all melted, some clothes were abit burnt, smoked. so have to rewash those usable ones. my uncle took out those unusable one n we all used it for wiping the walls n everything. really u noe, i din noe it coz so much damaged. the ceilings were all black. walls were black. clothes burnt. all in like 5 mins. now that i think abt it, its quite funny but scary also la. coz if i pour more water, i'll probably be disfigured. after some rough claning up, i msg saf abt it. think he was v worried ah. and coz when i'm v nervous or scared i will keep laughing one. emily also. think our way of relaxing ah. then Saf like " its not funny." hee~ sorry Abang wan, still got upset that u lecture me. hee~ coz i was thinking, how come still lecture me? i just have a narrow excape wo. Well, emily n me was just grateful to be alive la. then nana ah, weird kid. she like v cheerful n calm lo. keep chatting n chatting. ppl looking at the damage, she whining abt her favorite dress is burnt. -_-" THEN, as predicted, my mum was v angry when she came home. she ignore me when i talk to her. was upset by her lo. din even ask once if we were ok. but the next day was alrite la. think she just upset coz it cld have been v dangerous if it burnt the wire or the gas exploded. She ask me to nv cook again next time. hee~ so i wun cook for quite awhile la, not even boil water. haha. SOOOO, the moral of the story is 1) always turn off the gas 2) dun pour water into hot oil coz all idiots noe water n oil dun mix. 3) have nighbours 4) dun wear jersey coz u cld have been naked in a fire. ( emily's joke. haha) 5) dun have things near ur stove 6) dun cook thats the story i wanted to blog. but, kinda busy with the cleaning up all this. got more cleaning to do. my holidays, always got things ah, haha. Tuesday, September 20, 2005
not 100% boyish ah? of coz~ i'm a...ger~~~ Monday, September 19, 2005 i alwaysa over-nap. that is, sleep n sleep for too long. i was nappinf just now. n turn out i slept for 4 hrs plus. its crazy. then my head feels weird now. shld really change this habit coz at nite i cant sleep. but even when i dun nap i cant sleep. think my life is abit messy. gotta get everything on track again. my health n everything. need some exercise too. need proper meals too. been skipping lunch or bf. i eat one of that, then eat dinner. lazy n save money. so not healthy. i'm starting work on 1st oct. hmm, i really think hoh, its gonna be v busy. -_-" coz will work til end of yr. 31st dec exactly alot of thing happens at the end of yr mah.Barry say i will throw them aside, rest for v long again after my 3 months. think he is abit unhappy ah. coz i always dun wanna sign long contract. hee~ i'm weak mah. but i muz try overcome my "phobia" for this job, coz if i leave again, i dun think i will go back. u c ppl, maybe they fall down this slope. then they dun ever dare walk the slope again. but if u walk the slope bravely rite afetr u fall, u wun have fear of walking over it again. well, i dun wanna be known as weak anyways. Barry mention me to wee thye while they chatting. 0_0" so he asked me did Mr seah call me coz they chat n mention me. Seah say will call to brainwash me. 0_0 he din thou. guess he forgot. haha. lucky he din also. i dun wanna get scolded or demoralised mah. hee~ I'm v broke now. so envious of my friends who can buy n buy things ah. haha~ when shopping w the gers on sat, irene, sandy, raud. my conclusion? MADNESS. haha. walk til my legs will break. irene n me met earliest so we kinda like, gonna die while the 2 who came later continue shopping. its quite ncie la, i v long din really window shop liao. and they r quite funny to hang out with, everyone got a screw loose somewhere. hee~ then hz n JY(irene's bf) came later. they went zouk. i went hm. no money club also la. hee~ sunday group outhing. watched the cave with hz, sandy, ming chen at yishun. the movie is ok la. not as bad as reviews say it is. quite intresting la. " i think its a predator" dark flash. ( trailer) haha. Friday, September 16, 2005 soon..maybe in a few days, yes, back to mediacorp. was convinced by one of the editor n my shui fu. well, they r nice ppl so i dun think they will advice me wrongly. n its a win wins situation i guess, i get to learn n get paid, MCS get to finish their work. just that this time, i think i wanna change my mindset abit so i wun be so bored n stressed out. i always feel that i wanna quit at the first 3 months, so i dun socialise or anything. guess will change that..abit? just dun like to socialise sometimes. they dun look like my type. haha. age gap, age gap. well, wanna save up first. for watever i wanna do in future i noe i need money. alot of things i had in mind which i wanna do. And, there is no dog trainer sch in singapore. can u believe it? no wonder u dun always hear abt it. there is overseas so i'll need alot of money if i ever wanna get close to being one. n i need to save up for alot of other things. i think it will tk yrs but, i shall hold on to my dreams first. nv really fufill anything. as ppl grow up, they push everything behind their brains, n just get on with life, some got no choice, need the money, cant risk it. some just forget abt it ass society teaches u that dreams r not realistic. family, peer pressure. alot of things. My mum's dream is to travel, she had nv really travelled in her life. maybe to places in malaysia, i dun think honeymoon they can afford a proper honeymoon. She works 12 hrs a day for the money. if my mum can tk it, y not me? she wants to save up since finally we can help in household expeneses. so that, the whole family can go to places like australia or hong kong. Young ppl nowadays too spoilt, cant tk hardship. i dun blame em, we were mostly bought up that way. who needs to work at the age of 7? 9? not much kids do that in SG anymore, stay at hm, watch power rangers (speed like the wind~, stupid song. haha) well, anything can happen, while i can, save some money first. as the saying goes " money is a v gd slave, but a v bad master" i shall make it the other way, thou now i'm its slave. well, isn't alot of us? Thursday, September 15, 2005 somehow i just feel v no-life. i stay at hm, sleep n sleep, surf net. coz nothing else for me to do. i'm even too lazy to eat coz food at hm is boring. all instant stuff. like, bread, cereal, forzen chicken, hotdog. which i am too lazy to defrost to cook n eat. just no drive to do anything u noe...so sian lei. then every morning, buy newspaper, c got interesting job offer anot. usually dun have, then go online, then slack throughout the day, do some housework. nothing else. so so lazy. actually have things to do, but just no drive to do anything... dun wanna waste money go out also..maybe shld do some voluteering work ah, maybe i'll feel more useful..oh yah, sel n ice, at MCS, v hard to ask for pay rise one. haha, they pay they pffer already add 300 bucks liao, so dun think so ba? haha. anywhere..shall go rot my life away..maybe tidy my stickers colection..haha.. Tuesday, September 13, 2005 Even when i get to rest at hm..i cant, coz they are like drilling just outside or something...so noisy!!! arg. everyday its like that, but todat like earlier ah, then i haven settle down..-_-" anyways, i at first plan to go out alone to buy some stuff, but then, last nite found out its my mum's offday, so i shall abandon my loner plan n stay at hm. c? i am so nice, but my mama, tsk tsk, believe the fortune teller, that one kid wun be with her when she grow old n die, ake me lo. haha. so the kid who wun be w her, me, will eventually get driven away by the outcastness. hee~ but my sis, emily, says that i shld not like, keep thinking she outcast me. well, its not i keep thinking lei, really, its things my mum does or say at time that make me feel like this. hmm, but emily has always been her favourite daughter. i dun blame her la, coz emily since young is the most obedient, gd looking one. she listens to my mum. unlike me, always talk back. hohohoh. hai~ those were the days. haha. btw, my ex-master who taught me at editing say they still interested to hire me. hmmm, quite happy la. but i somehow think partly its also coz they now got alot of things to handle, like, superhost n tv idol. i dun really mind. coz there's alot of benefit i get from working there too. coz its v near my place. the problem is the stress. n editing stuff u dun like. it feels quite suffocating at times lo. hai~ i need the money thou. muz save up liao mah, wanna have money for donations n to train myself as a dog trainer. think i'll like the job. haha. actaully some things i wanna do i cant coz of the sensitivity of my hand. its already peeling again coz of the housework i'm doing. v sensitive. so things like cooking, where i will need to wash things n all, i cant. once awhile only. see how ba. wana at least have my fingerprint back on the 3 affected fingers. was actually 2 only, then spread. ;( Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgment that something else is more important than fear. -Ambrose Redmoon Monday, September 12, 2005 so i'm doing quiz online. actually i have things to do. but i'll do after i slack...hmmm..been in my own world for 2 long i think..coz now, i dunnoe, just feel abit weird to interact w friends. its like, how long have i actually asked ppl out? v long.. in poly there was too much sch work, part time, realtionship,nana to juggle. from someone who wuld organise class outings to someone who just appear at outings. and frankly speaking, i have saf to company me everyday so now he goes into camp. hmm, i'm kinda lost. unconciously, i've grown independant on him. weird hoh, monster idiotic ger like me feeling lost. well, once awhile i guess. hee~ n officially i start looking for other jobs beside the one sel helped me. hmm, kinda hard ah. first time i really look for jobs. din noe its so hard. hee~ now, i shall just do housework n figure out wat i wanna do. hmm...
my, my. i'm not suprise at all. in fact, i'm proud of it. :D
wahahahaha!!~!! below average. my god. haha.
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