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Tuesday, May 31, 2005
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0 rose(s) on your door Ienai itami kanashimi de kizutsuita kimi yo Kesenai koto mo seoiattekou Ikiru koto nagedasanaide Tsunaida kimi no te o Itsuka ushinatte shimau no ka na Usurete yuku egao to kimi o mamoritai kara Hibiku boku o yobu koe sae kare Tokesou kaze ni kakasaretatte Kimi o mitsukedasu Ienai itami kanashimi de kizutsuita kimi mo Waraenai nante hito kirai nante kotoba sou iwanaide Mienai mirai ni okoru koto subete ni imi ga aru kara Ima wa sono mama de ii kitto kizukeru toki ga kuru darou~ You and Me two are spoken Itsuka wakariaeru kara my favourite animae of the moment. BLEACH! this is one of their best songs man. haha, thou this is the opening version so kinda short. oh well, just popping by in case ppl tot i disappaear. coz hardly use com mah. so dun update much. got time is watch tv, slack or sleep. haha or yah, watch animae, n read novels. haha. hmm, how come suddenly sound like alot of things i did ah, suppose to show i'm lazy. oh well. haha, maybe i am not. :) just cooked dinner w emily. hmm, as usual, i tk care of deep frying. well done man, burnt nuggets. hee~ but not enuff money eat dinner so we decided to cook. quite nice la, abit unhealthy, fried chicken wing, nugget, baked beans, suuny side up egg. all quite instant one. no skills mah. wat to do. haha. last time learning cookin was one of the things on my to do list, but along the way, i neglected it, hmm, got interested into baking, that lasted for a yr. then now no time. i need a bigger oven, mine is so small, i wait for hrs just to bake em. too time consumming for the baking part. so i hardly bake. see how la. maybe i'll tk a break after the 3 mth contract. gotta save up, go visit some places overseas. i noe i have to work. my family needs the money but i gotta go out n tk a look. so much more to see, so much more i can do i feel. i mite end up working somewhere overseas? :) rite. dun think my mama will let. maybe a few more yrs? but dun feel like working in a office all my life. the past 2 wks i have been observing how the pro edit. well, really fast, i'm impressed, its all abt the speed i realise. editing can be done by alot of ppl, but u muz have the speed, n the eye to tk noticve of things. they only scan briefly once n start putting it tog. Damn! i have to practise like v long. aha. but thats not the point. i dunnot. i sorta miss production also, thou its more hard work. but more fun as well. sitting in anfront of a computer screen everyday just dun seem v appealing lei. then the nest 2 days, i will start doing work. no more sitting at the side n watch only. today the editor say i will do digitising by myself tmlo! haha. like such a big deal. its gd la, no need sit beside the producer to edit, so stress. haha. but the timing is 7pm to 2am. 0_0 acording to the schdule, most ppl work latest to 11pm. only one guy work 11pm to 7am. Wei....i feel so alone..somemore i will be outcast to a editing suite i had nv set foot in or see before, think its at a corner of the office. sob sob. abit scared to go toilet late at nite. or go anywhere. heard mediacorp got some things ah, so..hmmmm....maybe i wear adult diapers, then pee n throw. yay~ no one ard anyways. rite. haha. i will just go toilet pee, then chat on phone w saf or sumthing. then i wun feel so scared. haiya, watever la. see how tmlo ba. haha. Wednesday, May 25, 2005 i just woke up from my nap awhile ago... hungry, confused, frustrated. theres no money to buy dinner. so emily going to cook instant noodle now. she's sick of eating it, i can understand, she had been eating it quite often since she's always at hm. coz from as far as i noe, she din go out much. so always eating mee at hm. i dun eat as pften as her, but i'm sick of it anyways. i dun even think abt eating it. haha. i'm hungry, but too lazy to eat. i rather starve. emily just called mum to buy food hm. great! got proper dinner coz seriously i'm too lazy to get food to eat. things at work is getting better, adapting, attach toa nother editor Jane, a fun lady. Can click with her i guess. then...i dun really feel like blogging le. Sunday, May 22, 2005 long long since i updated, i noe i shld, shld write down things abt my life thats been going on. well, got a job now. n i'm adjusting to the time. got the 7-3 slot. and thats damn early, have to get up at 5 plus. so everyday i'm reallt beat by the time i go home. so all i can think of is sleep. hmm, alot of things to say, but i'm not in the mood. will write more when i'm feeling like it... Thursday, May 12, 2005 hmm, was reading ppl's blog, here n there got ppl thanking their friends for coming to fusion to support em. that reminds me, not even one of my friends turn up, most of them din even reply my sms. i did to review my friends man. Not even a single person came!!!!! hai~ i am such a sad person. :( eeling sorta get the dat wrong, but still! dun even noe real anot. ;( at least she called. watever la, i am a sad person. sob sob. aniwaes, went to mike's chalet then stay overnite there. i dunnoe for wat also, i slept it thru. 0_0 slept from midnite to 6 plus, then continue til 9. really. i plan to wake up play cards n so on. but i din. i sleep n sleep n sleep. n the sleep is not fully rested one, coz i still feel tired. hee~ then hz n saf heard me tok when i was asleep. haha, my toking in sleep is getting abit serious ah. haha, emily got mention to me b4, but i din really tk it to heart la. aniwaes, shld try to post some pics here ah. its boring just seeing words..let's see....thou i dun have the patience.. Tuesday, May 10, 2005 been like ages since i seriously blog, but then again, y is it i muz blog seriously. for u fans out there! riteeeee...i'm just crazy...anyways...there is quite alot i shld update, so much that i dunnoe where to start. hmmm.....where would be gd? well, was showering n thinking wat i wanna say, n the freaking thing happen, i say it out n luff to myself. was thinking "hohohoh" n i say it out. -_-" then i remmeber saf say, he feel like he is talking to hz..hahaha, me? hz? cant be!!! i am, miss flat chest or watever. since irene n some other gers have been analtysiing the size of my breast, how they look diff with diff outfit. -_-" crazy ppl. haha. but i muz say, its not padded ok? it just happen to look diff. which, dun ask me y. haha. i explain to iren thou. well, fusion is over, at last, our mind n legs can rest. we have to like astand for hrs n hrs at the booth. n i personally dun like to PR, well, hmm, sorta consider graduate but still, i got docu haunting me. haha. after fusion, lets just say i see ppl even clearer now. hmm, well, humans, constantly changing, me included,but i feel, at least my consious is clear. one of my peers, i think, stole my idea, lied to me, tks credit n basically, made use of me. i dunnoe. no names gonna be mentioned coz, i did no confrontation n nothing is proven. that is my analysis. was kinda mad at first but oh well, kinda still pissed but calmer. the weird thing is, when i see this person face to face, i cant really get mad. i dunnoe y. since like, way back its hard just staying angry. i dunnoe y also but, hai, kinda sad too. thinking back, i had nv been treated 100 percent as a friend since...since....long ago. haha. not that long but well, not short also la. well, fusion is suppose to get job offer but i am not that gd at grabing ppl. nv been gd at it. since i fail as a promoter i knew it. haha. i can try, but still not make it. anyways, sandy, raud n irene got approach to make a coporate video. i sorta rejected the offer to be in the team. raud like dun wan also. the rest i dunnoe, i tot abt it n think its better to back out. personal reasons which i shall not mention. anyway, not really sure wat i wanna work as. The cool thing is, i am officially JOBLESS!!! hehe~ well, wun stay like this for long, graphic design, here i come! i mite have interview at mediacorp this fri. see? i say everything, wats so secrestive abt jobs? dun egt some ppl who wanna keep hush hush. nonsense. haha. nsomeone ask me to send him my posters to his email. then the name crad was stolen, dunnoe who the hell go ard stealing anmecrad, raud lost ALL! n i freaking lost one but that one din even get warm in my crad drop man, like, less than 2 hrs stolen. the person who steal it is smart, coz he/she noe which is the card to steal. if it is taken accidentally its ok, but ifs its deliberately stolen, thw person's hand will rot ah. for doing all that to ppl. tsk tsk tsk. muz be a narrow minded n competitive freak. i curse u!!! haha, not really, at first was saying i hope that person habd rot, but then again, i dun really mean it too. haha. well, sch din end well, i shal;l continue another time~ bye bye~ |
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